Jul 09, 2010 5:55 AM GMT
Hello all, Im new and I wasn't exactly sure where to post this, so i'll do it here. Im a guy who just turned 21 a few days ago and recently I've been trying to find myself or find out whats wrong with me. Ever since I was a child, physical atheletic male to male combat has turned me on such as football,rugby and wrestling. However,turn-ons only take place when the participating members are wearing shorts,briefs,boxers etc. with crew socks.For some reason,I have been turned on by men in crew socks (or atheletic socks that are pulled up to mid-calf) for as long as I can remember...and its the only thing that turns me on. I knew from day one this was not normal...and I've never verbally shared this with anyone, not another living person knows about this (I don't think I can bring myself to talk to a psychologist). I've always had the urge to wrestle and tussel with other males while in this attire,but I have NEVER acted on it.Obviously this is a fetish, but Im not sure if its a sexual one because the thought of any type of sexual act with a male (in socks or not) turns me completely 100% off. The only thing that turns me on is what I stated previously, but as soon as I see anything about sex or a man's penis or a nude body, little jimmy goes to a shrink. Im assuming since I'm only turned on when I picture males w/socks and the physical activity etc.It would still be considered an attraction..and that would put me in the gay category.....right? Im on this site asking this because frankly Im starting to become desperate. I figured since this was a gay jock sight someone would have some insight from either personal experience w/a fetish or from ppl they know in regards to attraction to atheletic men in certain attire etc.I don't want this message to be too long, so I'll go into more detail as comments & questions (hopefully helpful ones) develop. I tried to go to yahoo answers for help and they were all extremely immature about it. Hopefully I'll get more constructive criticism or comments here..