Ok last year on this date (feb 10th) A very close friend of mine died in a car accident. I know it has been a year but it is so hard for me to get over him being gone. I knew him most of my life and loved him more than i could ever say, Is it wrong for this day to seem just as bad as the day he actually died a year ago? I just dont know what to feel i keep crying and it drives me crazy i dont want to be touched i just want to be alone...
But thats not who i am i love to be hugged i love to be touched im a happy person i love everyone...
is it wrong for me to feel this way?
i feel like im being selfish any suggestions, advice, anything?
Thanx in advance
~Manny