Jul 25, 2010 11:18 PM GMT
I have been confused my entire sexual life. I honestly don't know whether I am straight, gay, or bisexual. There are days when I get turned on by women, other days it is men, and sometimes it's both! I am just a little worried now because a couple days ago I initiated sex with my girlfriend for the first time and I could not for the life of me (please excuse the candor) get hard. This was an exceptionally emberessing situation for me because I figure that this might have proven that I am just gay, and how awkward for her, ya know? I mean she attempted to give me a blow-job, I fingered her, we made out and absolutely nothing happened. Now latlely I have been having trouble getting arroused at all. I can look at straight, and gay porn and nothing happens. I feel nothing, numb even. I can rub myself and get a boner, but this takes a long time and it usually doesn't last long at all. I want desperatly to just be a normal straight man. What do you make of this situation? Am I gay or what?