Aug 04, 2010 12:37 AM GMT
I don't know if it's the summer or the fact that I'll be graduating this year makes me wanna get back with my ex. We both go to the same school but he's two years senior. We met when I was a sophomore and he was about to graduate and go to med school which was right beside our undergrad school. He said he didn't have time for relationship and even stopped reponding to my texts. yeah very mature. He didn't even want to stay friends because he thought I might want something more. Never gave me closure, just left me hanging. It was difficult getting over him and I found myself thinking about him all the time first and only occasionally after. I sent him occasional texts like, Christmas, Thanksgiving and what not, just to keep in touch. All that time he never responded. At one point, last semester, my junior year, I was really lonely and horny so I sent him a text that we should hang out sometime. He lives a block from where I live. Only then, he replied that "we can meet up only if we both know that it is a hookup and nothing more". So dumb of me, I agreed and we hooked up once. I sent him some texts after saying how it was great to see him again and he said I promised him that it was only a hookup. It felt like brand new all over again. But, after many self-therapy sessions, I finally got over him and sent him a FINAL text saying that I needed to move on but i'm gonna miss him like a teenager love. (just a gist of it) I deleted his number from my phone and haven't really thought about it for a long time. Afterwards, met a great guy but unfortunately, it didn't last very long because he had to move to another state because of his job. For a couple of days, I have thinking about the first guy alot. I think that the fact that I'm only going to be here for one more year is startng to set in. I am thinking just going over to his place, knock on his door and say "Hey, look, I'm sorry about what had happened. I am only going to be here for one more year and I am not expecting a relationship out of this. I haven't hooked up anyone for a long time and I'd rather hook up with you, then some random person. what do you think?" Should I do it? or do I seem hypocritical? I was the one who sent him the final text saying I was moving on. On one side, I really want to get back with him again but also, I don't want him to think that I am a hypocrit. He had probably moved on just like I did. But, I don't know if he still think about the times we were together sometime. I know that he's not seeing anyone because med school is really tough so I won't be stealing anyone's bf. Has any of you gotten back with your ex and did he take you back? How did you do it? How did it work out? Has things changed even when you are together? Thanks any feedback.