Another prominent yet original reason crazy ranting threads by Jerred39 I mean The_Grayne don't make any sense...

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    Aug 15, 2010 2:59 AM GMT
    just saying....
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    Aug 15, 2010 3:23 AM GMT
    hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill
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    Aug 15, 2010 4:47 AM GMT
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    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    Doug and Bill-

    Maybe your right but I have my doubts. I think he says intentionally inflammatory things to get the guys on here upset. icon_sad.gif

    Any ways I have the up most respect for you two and many of the other guys on here--Thanks for responding.
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    Aug 15, 2010 5:18 AM GMT
    @Troll (jerred),

    Food for thought- if you weren't such a prostitution whore who went out desperately seeking love from any man and lacking respect for yourself- I doubt you would be in the position you are today!

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    Aug 15, 2010 5:19 AM GMT
    KepaArg- I guess that makes you a slut and me a troll icon_eek.gif I have to back under my bridge now and wait for the bigger billy goat. icon_cool.gif
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    Aug 15, 2010 5:19 AM GMT
    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    you're kidding now, right?
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    Aug 15, 2010 5:19 AM GMT
    hryadm saidKepaArg- I guess that makes you a slut and me a troll icon_eek.gif I have to back under my bridge now and wait for the bigger billy goat. icon_cool.gif


    Hahaha!!! Ok, I'll be working on the corner so say Hi! icon_smile.gif
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    Aug 15, 2010 5:44 AM GMT
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    hryadm saidKepaArg- I guess that makes you a slut and me a troll icon_eek.gif I have to back under my bridge now and wait for the bigger billy goat. icon_cool.gif


    Hahaha!!! Ok, I'll be working on the corner so say Hi! icon_smile.gif


    LOL! Sure! Atleast I know you will be on the corner of Logical Lane and Sane Street! icon_lol.gif
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    Aug 15, 2010 5:46 AM GMT
    Jerred39 said
    BuckYou said
    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    you're kidding now, right?


    Your comfort level sucks for guys like me...icon_rolleyes.gif

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    Aug 15, 2010 5:45 PM GMT
    Jerred39 said
    BuckYou said
    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    you're kidding now, right?


    Your comfort level sucks for guys like me...icon_rolleyes.gif


    man, i have nothing with you but you interpreted my post totally wrong. i don't care about what illness a guy has, HIV doesn't make me feel uncomfortable around a HIV+ man.

    i couldn't believe that you could have so many health problems. i'm sorry for that.

    try not to be the depressive version of Bello
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    Aug 15, 2010 6:10 PM GMT
    KepaArg said@Troll (jerred),

    Food for thought- if you weren't such a prostitution whore who went out desperately seeking love from any man and lacking respect for yourself- I doubt you would be in the position you are today!

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    Aug 15, 2010 6:15 PM GMT
    hryadm saidjust saying....
    Huh? This doesn't make any sense.

    RJ forums are really degenerating, IMHO.
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    Aug 15, 2010 7:14 PM GMT
    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    Lordee...quoting ourselves. O.o

    We said what we did not to insult or offend anyone, but just to give some background. This helps, we feel, in obtaining a different perspective of Jerred's posts. icon_wink.gif


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    Aug 15, 2010 7:16 PM GMT
    this should make you two feel cool icon_cool.gif...well, you are cool but anyway...
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    Aug 15, 2010 7:25 PM GMT
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    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    You guys are lovely.

    And so am I, deep down, believe it or not. Been there, done that.

    And, ultimately, this guy's a bigoted wanker.

    End of.

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    Aug 15, 2010 9:26 PM GMT
    What I find most clear here is that very FEW of you know the pressure involved in being HIV positive... Am I suppose to be open to everyone or am I suppose to crawl away with my tail between my legs. Or what it is like trying to manage a chronic illness when your life is falling apart... back and forth... back and forth... climbing to the top... falling back down again... It was hard enough for me survive as a very introverted person to begin with... Then HIV tore EVERY DAMN THING I WORKED FOR TO SHREDS... It seemed almost immediately I was being told by social workers and gay friends how I should be. I was already scared shitless yet now I have to watch my every step... my every move. These factors quite frankly have not gone away with me... I am finally tired of having to hide the fact that I envy you! Why shouldn't I have the right to MY feelings too? Everyone here things I'm acting like some dictator... WELL I AM NOT! Nearly everyone took a fairly decent post and turned into a rampage against me... It's like I don't have a right to think anymore. Now someone wants me booted off the sight because I was defending myself. I have legitimate reasons why I don't find that I could believe in having a successful relationship with another guy... I was already at that stage before I caught HIV... AND NO I DID NOT TURN INTO AN ANGRY LITTLE BITCH... Or at least I never took it out on people... I wasn't out there like the REAL angry little bitches that spread this disease on PURPOSE!!! And let me just point out to you YES THEY ARE OUT THERE... It wasn't long before I new their names because I would go to mixers at AIDS Services Foundation and then see these guys out there slutting themselves around still... I was never hateful towards the gay community... Walking into any gay club I was usually scared shitless enough that I would try my hardest not to get caught looking at anyone. I felt so damn filthy... Like I couldn't wash the shit off me... I would wonder if they were all HIV positive too but, I knew they weren't... I just wanted to find some kind of identity that I wouldn't have to be looked down upon so much anymore. I remember I met these two guys right before I was diagnosed.... They were both honestly beautiful people... They wanted a relationship and it was the first time I thought I would give it a try... A month or so later I was diagnosed and STILL these two guys tried to help... They really cared about me... But I cut the ropes on everyone... feeling dirty. IT'S THE DAMN PRESSURE! I can't explain but, it really never goes away and maybe the hardest part is that I once knew of a life where it wasn't there... I could travel if I wanted to because I didn't have to be seen by a doctor... Hell, I maybe could have even had children if I would have finally reached a point where I was stable. Everyone tells me forget the "what ifs" but all I can do is try to ADVOCATE those what ifs. I do it because even though I can't live the life... I sure would like to maybe watch someone else do it because I helped in some way... Maybe just to let myself know that I ain't this horrible person I tend to believe I am... You know, the kind of person I tried to hide the first time I came around here.
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    Aug 15, 2010 9:39 PM GMT
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    HAHAHA!!! icon_cool.gif I approve of this message! <3
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    Aug 22, 2010 6:10 AM GMT
    I feel vindicated now that more of you see that Jerrad/Grayne is a troll....

    Thanks to those who called me meanicon_eek.gif and a "dumbass"icon_exclaim.gif
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    Aug 22, 2010 6:13 AM GMT
    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    You know, I was going to question something along the lines of this, but was afraid I'd be deleted as a member for doing so. Either way this website is not for him. I don't even know if he would be productive in any HIV forums either. He's not mentally stable to be socializing, although having said that he's safer being insane on the internet than in reality.
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    Aug 22, 2010 6:18 AM GMT
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    meninlove said hryadm, he has a schizophrenic disorder, he's having physical trouble with the meds as well as physical troubles with the HIV meds, and his doc has told him kidney damage as well.

    Under those circumstances, he's doing rather well.

    -Doug and Bill


    You know, I was going to question something along the lines of this, but was afraid I'd be deleted as a member for doing so. Either way this website is not for him. I don't even know if he would be productive in any HIV forums either. He's not mentally stable to be socializing, although having said that he's safer being insane on the internet than in reality.


    OH BUT YOU HAD NO GUILT TELLING A FUCKING MOTHERLESS AND CONFUSED KID HERE THEIR FEELINGS WERE SIMPLY INVALID... What a prick... I hope I meet you someday because I swear I would know where to shove your fucking stupid little music studio..


    It's really pointless flaming you now that I know you really are mentally instable for your HIV meds. I kinda don't know what to do with you now. It's one of those things that I want to laugh but know I shouldn't, like when you see a homeless person scream at the top of their lungs to a tree.

    Just so you know, and I know you're going to completely disregard this, my personal goal is to get a PhD in Neuroscience and research cures for diseases. So although you hate me and everyone on this internet that your trying to wage war with, in reality that I'm not such a douche.

    But either way I don't think you should be on the internet. Negative thoughts and emotions are only going to exacerbate your conditions.
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    Aug 22, 2010 6:20 AM GMT
    Wait.... that bitch is HIV+?
    Well then he needs to stop being bitter and taking his venom out on everybody, its not our fault he got infected.
    Hey Jarred, maybe if you were nicer we'd all probably support you. But youre not, so shut it!
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    Aug 22, 2010 6:21 AM GMT
    Live, and let live.

    Stuart, why do you keep rising to their baits?
    You owe no one but yourself.
    Have courage. Let others help you.
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    Aug 22, 2010 6:22 AM GMT
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    hryadm saidI feel vindicated now that more of you see that Jerrad/Grayne is a troll....

    Thanks to those who called me meanicon_eek.gif and a "dumbass"icon_exclaim.gif


    What's up no pic from the leader of the trolls... HIDING SOMETHING AGAIN? I sure as fuck don't and it amazes me that people follow the ones that do...icon_rolleyes.gif


    I guess I touched a nerve! being faceless doesn't make me a troll--it just my face away from yours. Like that's your real pic any way. I least I am honest. Don't have Aids on one profile and not on the next profile. And whatever other lies you create for your trolling.