Aug 30, 2010 1:12 PM GMT
I grew up a certain way, with certain beliefs about myself and the world. In the past few years, some things have completely shaken up life for me... Leaving my small Christian high school, admitting/accepting my sexuality, having a crisis of religion/faith/belief and drastic change in worldview and view of self and life and people in general... I guess I feel like I have completely lost feeling like myself. I feel like I'm living a completely different, foreign life. I have "flashback" feelings sometimes that make me go....oh yeah... I remember feeling like myself... like a song I used to identify with, or a positive memory from being a kid... but it never lasts long, and I find myself back in the life I'm in day to day, on the verge of burnout and being disillusioned. Can anyone relate?