Bro, what I can tell u is that I used to go through (kinda) same shit in my previous relationship...Long story short, after 3 years living together in Beijing, China ( I am Serbian, he is Chilean ) and all this time I thought that he was the love of my life, and yes, I love(d) him. And he love(d?) me. But, u know, things change, and everybody's change, so it is only natural for one relationship to evolve, to grow, to change. We were separeted for 7 months ( he stayed in Beijing, and I went for a rehabilitation in Serbia, for 7 months ) and now I am coming back, but not to Beijing, but to eternal spring city of Kunming, capital of Yunnan province, to study mandarin and martial arts. Anyhow, I still feel some emotions for him, and I guess I always will, but just recently I found out that is possible to fall in love again, and that life without him is totally ok...I feel better on my own, and now I've met this 19 years old Gypsy guy, very, very, very hot and street wise, and he is totally "not my type"...but than again, my ex was "my type" and that just didn't work out...You go figure...I think u should give it a break, if anything. But, of course, it is your call. Good luck!