Falling for the WRONG one, without emotions / Being in love with gigolo / man whore

  • alphatop

    Posts: 1955

    Sep 10, 2010 3:30 PM GMT
    Just 24 hours ago I was sitting like now, in front of my fav. toshiba notebook, wanting to smoke a joint after long work ( day and night writing ). So, I called a local guy with the appropriate nick Lucifer.
    Sometime later, I realised that I am missing rolling papers, so, naturally, I went to a local corner shop to get some. While I was paying for it, cuttest Gypsy guy was waiting behind me. 19 years old, and cute as hell. Brown skin color, very sexy although young, real alpha male, the way I like - to fight for the right to fuck or whatev. He bought the same thing, and we kinda decided to smoke pot together. To cut a long story short, we ended up in my room having best sex in my life. For the first fucking time, I wanted to be bottom for someone, and he nailed me really nicely, didn't hurt as much as I expected. Than, when I wanted to play versatile roles, he refused. He also refused to suck my cock, but I gave him a good blowjob. He was wearing condom, of course, and he came like an animal., along with me. He also didn't want to kiss.
    After sex, he simply put his clothes on, which I did, also. So, no hug, or kiss, or anything. Kinda like working. So I figured and than he said that he is gay-for-pay. I kinda gave him my super new watch E-gloo 2, for a while. He didn't ask for any money, he said he did it "because of me". He didn't answer his phone all day long and I've been acting like some oldfasion, jelaous housewife. So, guys, what do I do? He lives 5 minutes from me, I can see him any time I want, but I kinda don't know what exactly I am expecting from a fucking gigolo...

  • KepaArg

    Posts: 1721

    Sep 10, 2010 3:36 PM GMT
    sounds like you had fun and that's all it was. it doesn't seem like there is any real chance of a relationship with this guy- so might as well not get attached to him emotionally.
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    Sep 10, 2010 3:53 PM GMT
    yup, agree with kepa, he's a ho, leave it at that, and 'thanks for the memories'.....keithicon_cool.gif