I was either 12 or 13, and it was with my bestfriend that I met in preschool when I was like 4 or 5 maybe? We had just come back from seeing Pet Cemetary 2 in the theatre and I was staying the night at his place. I had fallen asleep while watchin him play.... I think it was Zelda or something I forget..and when I woke up there he was quietly jerkin off. I didnt say anything at first because I was kind of stuck in between a state of embarassment and intrigue.
So after about 5 minutes....and I think when he was 'getting close', I blurted out, "I totally do that a different way." He ripped his shorts up over his crotch in an attempt to cover up but he quickly recognized that he was busted and just came clean about it. Somehow we ended up showing each other how we j/o. Then we had races to see who could finish faster lol
For a long time I fooled around with this guy throughout junior high and high school and looking back I wish I had the guts to actually come out of the closet and tell him how I had really felt about him. We were pretty much inseperable for about 14-15 years until I moved away from Texas and we fell out of touch. Sometimes I still think about him and wonder how he ended up whether hes gay or straight I dont know...I suspect if I had come clean about how I felt we would probably still be together today...at least thats what I imagine to myself.
First loves are a bitch to get over... *sigh*