Oct 14, 2010 9:19 PM GMT
So, the only feedback I've gotten on wither or not this guy likes me is 2 straight women who seem to think it's highly possible that he does, on top of my own thinking it's highly possible, but I want an actual Homosexual opinion as well. It's quite a complicated situation because he's a bit of a public figure (in a band) so he really may not want people to know he is because of his career, so this may be a bit of a long post but just want to get the entire story out haha
I met him outside of a record store, he was there to sign some stuff and we were talking, and so then we went inside and I went to talk to him again and he was all smiley and said "hey, you're back!" and we talked some more and I ended up asking him what his thoughts about gay rights were and of course he said he was for them but when he answered he lowered his voice, he lowered his head, his face blushed a bit and started looking around the room as if to see if anyone heard him/was looking at him, which I immediantly concluded he wasn't very comfortable talking about homosexuality, but for some reason I don't think it's uncomfortable in a "ewww gay people" kind of way because after we talked about that he started smiling at me more and looking in my eyes more, then said "I wish you could hang longer" with this big smile on his face. Unfortunatly I kind of freaked out and said "I can BUT I'm holding the line up and the other band is about to play" (when they clearly weren't). So then I wanted to take a picture with him (we had taken some outside previously), and this time he got really close to me, and I took the picture but I somehow cut his face out, so I was like "oh I messed up, we have to take it again" so he came even closer to me this time, and then he looked at me, then he got even closer to me and looked at me again, and then this girl was like "I'll take the picture for you" so I was like... "oh ok sure if you don't mind", but suddenly he wasn't close to me anymore, and in the picture he is frowning and looks dissapointed. When I left he also looked obviously sad/hurt I was leaving, and that he didn't want me to go, which made me feel bad.
So at one of his band's shows recently in September, we kept making eye contact and his beaming smile while looking right into my eyes gave me this.... instinctual feeling, and at one point he came off the stage went to the left barricade, then came over to me said "hey" with this shy kind of smile, and put his hand towards me like he was going to give me a handshake, so I put my hand in his only he didn't shake it, he just held it and at one point he rubbed his thumb against the top part of my hand, which I thought was curious. I also happened to come across a picture of him in which he took a picture of me from the crowd you can see he zoomed into me through his blackberry in the picture, and THAT is curious too I think. However before that show, my friends got a "video shout out" from him to me because I couldn't attend and he called me "buddy" which is kind of... innerving in a way but at the same time if he isn't wanting to be openly out about being gay, what else is he supposed to say infront of people whom he doesn't want to know he's gay? Could that be a subtle way of him hinting he likes me but doesn't want outsiders to know? So just curious as to see what someone else thinks, if he is attracted and interested or not. Sorry if this is really long hahaha.