Oct 19, 2010 6:45 AM GMT
Well I've been dating a guy for over a year now and share a house together. He is my first relationship and we have shared some great times together but a few months ago I found out he had been cheating on me.
After a very confusing conversation with a guy (one of the guys he had been stringing along) I discovered he had been using online cruising/relationship sites and to hook up with guys at beats behind my back.
I confronted him about it he swore he would never do it again and that he was sorting his life out to be better for me. Then 2 months later I caught him out again up to his old tricks, and somehow I am still here.
I am having trouble trusting him, for good reason and every time I get suspicious or upset he gets angry a me for not trusting him and throws everything back on me.
I have recently seen texts from him to other guys and have a pretty good idea he is still playing around. The thing that makes it awkward is the fact that we share a home together. I am exhausted with everything that has happened and am feeling used and abused and am starting to wonder if he has a problem with this because I know he wants to be in a relationship.
I think I am just writing to get it all off my chest, it just is disappointing that this is how I will remember my first relationship.