Nov 10, 2010 9:17 AM GMT
so as many of you know i'm not very experienced, one thing i was always envious of about my ex was that he was so ready to try anything sexually, and i've always been hesitant towards, sex. Anyway, i found a jack off/circle jerk party around my area on a4a and i figured since it wasn't sex it wouldn't be too intimidating. I don't really want to do this but i feel like i need to feel normal and like every other gay guy. I've always been kind of an outsider, not in the cool way but in the awkward way, and i don't know what's normal and what's not for me. Anyway, i don't really know what my point is, i'm just up tired and thinking about things.