Mar 13, 2008 7:27 AM GMT
I've been in to this guy since like well first sight actually. Sounds stupid but since I firt saw him I kind of already knew that he was someone I wanted to know but not like one of thoes oh bang me now kind of things. It was like another kind of spark. The more and more i think about where we are now after being friends well actually best friends for two years now the more I know that he's the the guy I want to start my life with. I had a fiance that passed away and its taken me a long time to move on from that and with this new guy I feel like its alright to do that. I guess because we approach it from the aspect of a friendship first before oh this is the guy Im dating or my bf. The idea of sex with him scares me though. Anyone experinced this? or am I just tripping?