Nov 14, 2010 3:04 AM GMT
I have for some reason lost interest in going to the gym. I took a test booster back in March of this year and I gained muscle but also fat and I cant seem to loose the extra 20 pounds I want to loose. I cant seem to stick to healthy foods, or go to the gym. I hate going out because a few people have approached me who were my coworkers at my previous job and they said you gained weight! Ive always been self consious about my weight, looks, etc. As of lately I have a hard time trusting my close friends. My best friend who I have not seen for about 5 or 6 months because he is married and has a baby now is hard cause we used to do a lot of stuff together. And Ive been living on paycheck to paycheck until now about a month ago I was able to finishing getting rid of my debt. Im starting school again in Januray but dont know what to do in life anymore. Its as if Ive lose modivation.