I'm Really Sorry

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    Nov 26, 2010 9:39 PM GMT
    Im going to do something no one has or ever will do
    those pictures were not me,well most of them were but not all so I took them down
    with the help of someone.
    I tried to get pictures that kinda looked like me because I was to scared to show myself.I had cancer in 2008 and even tho I beat it from that point on Im very insecure with my body
    I think im too skinny so I was scared to post my real pictures,I figured you guy's would like me better being someone else.
    Im really sorry I truly am for not having the balls to show the real me.I don't like myself,I don't like how I look when I look in the mirror and rather then someone posting or making a topic i decided to come clean with you guy's.
    I know your not going to believe me but my topics were real about my dad,the deer and guys fucking were not,I just needed to lie to feel good I guess im not going to lie but I really like this site it makes me feel like I can be myself even tho I was hiding behind someone else everything on my profile is me, and im really sorry, but if you guy's want me to delete my account I will.

  • masculumpedes

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    Nov 26, 2010 9:45 PM GMT
    Everyone makes mistakes.....however, I did think most of your posts were somewhat humorous...but then I have been accused of having a weird sense of humor. Just be yourself and if some guys accept you...great...if not..then it's still great. Remember......We Are Family.....LOL icon_twisted.gif

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    Nov 26, 2010 9:47 PM GMT
    SHOCKING... no one has every done anything like it... totally shocking... wasn't expecting that... no seriously wasn't expecting that at all...
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    Nov 26, 2010 9:49 PM GMT
    malefeet saidEveryone makes mistakes.....however, I did think most of your posts were somewhat humorous...but then I have been accused of having a weird sense of humor. Just be yourself and if some guys accept you...great...if not..then it's still great. Remember......We Are Family.....LOL icon_twisted.gif



    thank you and yeah from now on im going to be myself,thanks
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    Nov 26, 2010 9:49 PM GMT
    It's hard to tell if you're joking or not now. That's the problem when you develop a habit of being less than truthful.

    Assuming you are now being truthful - as the cliche goes, when you start deceiving, the main one you hurt is yourself. You can maintain any online identity you want, but when you start getting to know guys and developing relationships, online and even in person, you get yourself in deeper. The dilemma is when to come clean, and how you will be perceived by those you start to care about.

    My opinion is there is redemption for everyone. If you stop trying to get so much attention by starting so many threads, and make a sincere attempt to be the guy you would expect others to like and act with humility, your past actions will fade and you will be able to shape your new persona.
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    Nov 26, 2010 9:50 PM GMT
    lilTanker saidSHOCKING... no one has every done anything like it... totally shocking... wasn't expecting that... no seriously wasn't expecting that at all...


    are you being a smart ass,usually when people say someone is fake they leave or delete the account

    im maning up and telling you guy's
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    Nov 26, 2010 9:51 PM GMT
    If you're for reals, congrats on the big step and I wish you the best.

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    Nov 26, 2010 9:54 PM GMT
    socalfitness saidIt's hard to tell if you're joking or not now. That's the problem when you develop a habit of being less than truthful.

    Assuming you are now being truthful - as the cliche goes, when you start deceiving, the main one you hurt is yourself. You can maintain any online identity you want, but when you start getting to know guys and developing relationships, online and even in person, you get yourself in deeper. The dilemma is when to come clean, and how you will be perceived by those you start to care about.

    My opinion is there is redemption for everyone. If you stop trying to get so much attention by starting so many threads, and make a sincere attempt to be the guy you would expect others to like and act with humility, your past actions will fade and you will be able to shape your new persona.


    yes im telling the truth and im laying everything on the table

    and im really sorry for lying to everyone but it was a way to feel good about myself.Everyone on this site is so hot and i was scared by that

  • masculumpedes

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    Nov 26, 2010 9:54 PM GMT
    PRINCETONY said
    lilTanker saidSHOCKING... no one has every done anything like it... totally shocking... wasn't expecting that... no seriously wasn't expecting that at all...


    are you being a smart ass,usually when people say someone is fake they leave or delete the account

    im maning up and telling you guy's



    Nah...He was just joking....One thing you have to do if you remain is to understand that different guys have different types of humor. You can't really take everything too seriously.....and besides Lil' Tanker is kinda cute icon_twisted.gif
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    Nov 26, 2010 9:56 PM GMT
    malefeet saidLil' Tanker is kinda cute icon_twisted.gif

    Kinda?

    hahaha
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:05 PM GMT

    PT... is there more to come clean about?

    Too many people in here feel that Bello is an alter-ego of you. Might as well man up about it all.

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    Nov 26, 2010 10:13 PM GMT
    PRINCETONY said...but if you guy's want me to delete my account I will.

    I can think of a few better candidates here for deletion than you. (And no doubt some would nominate me)

    If you are really shy or embarrassed about yourself, or just concerned about privacy, then post impersonal pics. That's what I did here when I first joined, having just a pic of my red Vespa, which matched my account name at that time.

    So show us objects instead, that are special to you, perhaps giving us some insights about yourself. Your RJ public pics archive can give us a sense of you and your interests, without ever showing you in person. And I think that's perfectly acceptable, and your choice here.
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:15 PM GMT
    DJdorchester said
    PT... is there more to come clean about?

    Too many people in here feel that Bello is an alter-ego of you. Might as well man up about it all.



    oh yeah i forgot about that..i already came clean to everything

    i am not bello tho, i swear on my life.

    we both used to live in Michigan but we never met in person and we were
    not friends in person, that's the only lie i said that i knew him in person.
    If he's fake or not i don't know but i don't think he is.
    I have not chated with him i ages because he left realjock and moved somewhere else,but hes back on realjock.But no im not bello
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:18 PM GMT
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    PRINCETONY said...but if you guy's want me to delete my account I will.

    I can think of a few better candidates here for deletion than you. (And no doubt some would nominate me)

    If you are really shy or embarrassed about yourself, or just concerned about privacy, then post impersonal pics. That's what I did here when I first joined, having just a pic of my red Vespa, which matched my account name at that time.

    So show us objects instead, that are special to you, perhaps giving us some insights about yourself. Your RJ public pics archive can give us a sense of you and your interests, without ever showing you in person. And I think that's perfectly acceptable, and your choice here.


    well when i first joined this site i did have my real pictures up but then as i browsed i got overwhelmed by not looking like that so i decided to post fakes.
    i have learned my lesson and no more lies for me,i should really be thank full im alive..and thanks for the advice.
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:21 PM GMT
    "Oh what a tangled web we weave,
    When we practice to deceive."


    Tony, I suspected as much. I already knew about the cancer.

    So let's see the real Tony, and let's see what he has to say.

    -Doug
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:27 PM GMT
    meninlove said "Oh what a tangled web we weave,
    When we practice to deceive."


    Tony, I suspected as much. I already knew about the cancer.

    So let's see the real Tony, and let's see what he has to say.

    -Doug


    yeah you guys are really nice..ill post a picture
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:32 PM GMT
    this was my favorite of your posts.
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:41 PM GMT
    This thread is a headrush to me. Good job PT I guess. Hey, I hope you can fix your insecurity. Its a big world out there and you just have to find the folks that you click with. Take care
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:45 PM GMT
    isnt this the kid that supposedly tried to kill himself and was supposedly found in a ditch?? Man you always cry wolf...
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    Nov 26, 2010 10:45 PM GMT
    ok here is what I really look like
    but like i said not all of them were fake.

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    and im sorry again


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    Nov 26, 2010 10:47 PM GMT
    tereseus1 saidisnt this the kid that supposedly tried to kill himself and was supposedly found in a ditch?? Man you always cry wolf...


    yes its me and it wasn't supposedly i did try,,and yes michigan does have ditche's.
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    Nov 26, 2010 11:01 PM GMT
    PRINCETONY saidok here is what I really look like
    but like i said not all of them were fake.

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    and im sorry again




    There you go. That's the Tony I saw and he looks just fine to me. icon_wink.gif

    lol, if you never give your true self a chance, how can anyone else?

    -Doug
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    Nov 26, 2010 11:05 PM GMT
    Well it doesn't help to have an off-color, unflattering pic. Below is the best I could do to adjust the original. With a better pic I think you would be considered very attractive, even exotic.

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    Nov 26, 2010 11:12 PM GMT
    Art_Deco saidWell it doesn't help to have an off-color, unflattering pic. Below is the best I could do to adjust the original. With a better pic I think you would be considered very attractive, even exotic.

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    2m28eqh.jpg


    sorry it was taken with a webcam
    and thanks i like what you did with it.
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    Nov 26, 2010 11:22 PM GMT
    PRINCETONY saidsorry it was taken with a webcam
    and thanks i like what you did with it.

    No problem, but the color was so skewed that I could only correct it so far with very basic editing software.

    So take another pic with a real digital camera. You look just fine.