Again, Blah blah blah.. You have your view on what you think is okay for you.. I.. Want to get bigger, muscles etc.
I'm not overweight right now. My training is perfectly fine. I eat 7-9 times a day (not huge meals) but i eat enough to make sure my calories and my protien intake are on par.
Genetically, I doubt i can get to my goal of 185 when i've naturally been at 135 my entire life or less than 135. Right now i'm at 164lbs, I'm much happier than when i was at 135. I'm doing it naturally..
However, your anger is with me being okay with steroid usage and how i view my own body. If i have body dismorphia why should you care? I want to get bigger. it's my own body to do what i want with it. You don't have the right to judge me based on that.
If you want to laugh here and judge me and people like me that are perfectly fine with steroid usage to acheive what "they" want and feel is okay with their ideals and wants, go right ahead
I'll still achieve what i want to achieve regardless of what you say.
But thanks for making it clear what kind of person you are ;)