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    Dec 09, 2010 12:26 AM GMT
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  • Bustthewave

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    Dec 09, 2010 4:34 AM GMT
    Sorta kinda. I was at a small house party, drank more than I ever had in my life (teenage angst and all). I passed out in the livingroom to get woken up by one of the guys I had met earlier that night... and I was covered in my vomit. We actually hit it off I thought as friends (before I passed out obviously). I was in the closet at the time.

    Anyway, he woke me up and wanted to give me a BJ. I insisted I didn't want one and was "straight," he kept insisting, and it ended up me getting a BJ (my first gay experience incidently).

    Yea, I felt pretty trashy and gross the next day... and had a wicked hangover that lasted a few days after. Time took care of it. After a week I let it go, and moved on. Did he take advantage of me? Prolly. Did I want him to? Yea.

    But regardless, what's done is done. So it's one of those things that happens, and in a few days those feelings will probably subside. Not sure what else to tell you.

    Drunken sex has never worked in my favor I can say that icon_razz.gif

    Also if it was unprotected, part of your unease might be the risk factors. Getting tested would ease a lot of those feelings I bet too. And learning from the lesson life just gave you.
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    Dec 09, 2010 5:57 AM GMT
    Well get yourself tested for STDs as a precaution. Don't beat yourself over this....There are far worse things that can happen...If you feel guilty about its because you were drunk and not really thinking at all.....So maybe avoid from over boozing....

    Plus double check and even joke when someone says those lines....

    "I want to show you something"

    You:"Are you going to pull your pants down....Cause someone did that to me the last time! "icon_lol.gif
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    Dec 09, 2010 6:02 AM GMT
    I can't even count the number of times...

    -It's all good though. You can't go back in time.

    -Just another notch on the bedpost.
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    Dec 10, 2010 11:39 PM GMT
    i luv that feeling, you're complaining? icon_wink.gif
  • oyoung

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    Dec 11, 2010 2:57 AM GMT
    WOW~~ It seems like it is not a good idea to go to bars alone~ especially getting drunk~
    I always go out with friends, so... guess safer

    You can just take it as ONS, but be careful next time, it might be something worse