Dec 19, 2010 7:31 AM GMT
Let me start off by saying that my mom is still alive, just living in a different state and this is the first Christmas she wont be here to celebrate it with.
The christmas decorations are all up, the christmas tree is lit up, and the stockings strung but there is just that empty feeling inside our house and inside of me that just makes everything so incomplete.
I guess I should consider myself lucky this christmas to say that she is still alive and just a plane ride away, considering that two of my friends recently lost their mothers...
I'm not trying throw myself a pity party, I just didn't think I'd ever see myself in this situation...
The christmas decorations are all up, the christmas tree is lit up, and the stockings strung but there is just that empty feeling inside our house and inside of me that just makes everything so incomplete.
I guess I should consider myself lucky this christmas to say that she is still alive and just a plane ride away, considering that two of my friends recently lost their mothers...
I'm not trying throw myself a pity party, I just didn't think I'd ever see myself in this situation...