carly_boy saidum, i just turned 25 and somehow, i feel odly old... this year hasn't been my year exactly, more down's than up's and i feel i could have done so much to make a difference but i just sat down and let life live for me... i regret about that...
now i'm twenty five, a year closer to my 30's and dang! don't i feel frustrated!
You're getting older by the minute, and more miserable. Unhappy birthday to you. Seems that the path you've chosen today.
You're absolutely right in saying that you're not getting any younger. You're also right in saying your regrets.
So that you don't have to be miserable next time you have a birthday, today is the first day of the rest of your life, and you can start working on the awful person that you say you are today. Good luck.
Next year, at this time, hopefully, you won't be so needy of affirmation from strangers online. Now, get going.
Perhaps, as a benefit of growing older, you will realize, that YOU decide if you want to be miserable, or happy, or anywhere in between. Today, you chose whiny, but, hopefully as you mature, you'll make better choices.