Dec 24, 2010 1:51 AM GMT
When things look to good to be true, they generally are. An attractive guy, well established... bla bla. I really didn't get why he would bother with me, there's thousands he can get. I go into his house, we kiss and touch and in the middle of that he walks over to the kitchen and he snorts cocaine... I was shocked and he comes back and still in shock I continued what I was doing for a few secs, but then I asked him, 'did you just snort cocaine' and he looked at me with this weird face and he didn't reply and wanted to continue... so I said, 'I am sorry, I respect your lifestyle and I am fine with that, but I don't like to be part of it' and he was completely numb to what I said, he just kept staring. So I just grabbed my stuff and wished him a good night. I am annoyed by the fact that I feel bad. How does it work with drugs? Shouldn't you tell someone upfront you're using drugs if you are so obvious about it? Pfff... if only there was a cure for lust and attraction, cause I am really getting tired of all this.