the best sex ive ever had

  • SamSam

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    Dec 30, 2010 12:25 PM GMT
    so the other night i stayed at my exes place. the plan was to test myself to see if i had gotten over him. i wasnt ment to do anything except hugging. so we were fine for the first 2 hours then he started to lean in an go for a kiss, i doddged it and in doing so it made my hart race, he tryed again and i moved out of the way, we did this for a while and each time i nearly had a hart attack. eventualy i caved in and gave hime one kiss but once i gave him one kiss there was no hope for me we started to make out and rub our bodies togeather. befor you knew it we were naked and he was giving me head. we eventuly were on the ground next to his bed and reaching for the rubbers and lube not once losing contact. we had sex he was top for a bit we went up againd a wall , then back to the ground and then some how we slowly moved around his large bedroom. then i was top for and we were so soft and so feirce at the same time it was amazing. when at last we both lost our load we checked the time and it was 3:00am and we started at about 9:30pm - 10:00pm we were at it for about 4- 5 hours. it was so fucken amazing the best sex either of us have ever had.

    so now i have come to the realisation that i am still not over my ex and he is still abit attatched to me ... but just not enough. so i am now sitting here on my own too affraid to go to my empty bed and embrace my pillow and think of him till i fall asleep.
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    Dec 30, 2010 1:19 PM GMT
    Reading that made me real hard
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    Dec 30, 2010 1:58 PM GMT
    Men are strange creatures. Our dicks follow one path, our hearts another. Only when those 2 paths cross do we find our partner for life.

    And it has to happen to both of us. Sounds like you could have found yours, but he hasn't. That's always the toughest situation we face. Been there, done that, and it rips you apart.

    I think you failed your "test" as I also think you feared you would. But it does no good if he's not also testing himself, knows what's at stake here, and is putting something on the line himself.

    The best sex I ever had in my life was with a stranger, who never became my BF. The best relationship I ever had... well, I won't discuss that, but it wasn't about having the best sex. It's about having the best MAN, a guy who loves me (and can put up with me), with sex as the bonus.

    When you've figured out that priority, you'll know what to do.
  • SamSam

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    Dec 30, 2010 2:20 PM GMT
    Somerandom saidReading that made me real hard


    hehehe you should have read the un edited virsion this was practicaly a kids book in comparrison icon_razz.gif
  • SamSam

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    Dec 30, 2010 2:24 PM GMT
    Art_Deco saidMen are strange creatures. Our dicks follow one path, our hearts another. Only when those 2 paths cross do we find our partner for life.

    And it has to happen to both of us. Sounds like you could have found yours, but he hasn't. That's always the toughest situation we face. Been there, done that, and it rips you apart.

    I think you failed your "test" as I also think you feared you would. But it does no good if he's not also testing himself, knows what's at stake here, and is putting something on the line himself.

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    yeah i failed my test and one sided love is the worst i have been torn apart and this was like 6 months ago lol but i am still trying to put the pices togeather and i am slowly getting better having sex feels so good mut the after effects are so bad and its all ouyt of sight so my ex dosnt know what i am going through. but if he knew then i wouldnt get to make love with him again but life is bitter sweet like that.
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    Dec 30, 2010 3:39 PM GMT
    I had a similar situation occur many years ago when I was dating. Mine was a little more devasting (well for me anyway.. icon_biggrin.gif), because I was under the illusion we were getting back together again when we had sex.

    What I realized after many months of torturing myself because I still loved him was that it was exactly this attitude that was keeping him away.

    Once I recognized he was just a friend with benefits, I actually had fun. In fact my indifference ultimately made him want me again. Unfortunately it was too late for him, because when I stopped mooning over him I realized it was just the sex I loved.

    People tend to over romanticize situations when they don't work out. When we look at things with our minds instead of hearts we have a better chance of seeing things for what they are.

    I'm not saying this guy is not "the one", but I am saying if it is meant to be it will happen without torturing yourself about how much you still love him. You will miss out on life, and possibly someone even better if you allow him to monopolize your time and your thoughts.

    If you can't deal with just sex with him, then move on. Otherwise, enjoy the sex and recognize that's all it is.


    Good luck to you!


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    Dec 30, 2010 3:41 PM GMT
    It was the best sex you've ever had...so far. icon_wink.gif
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    Dec 30, 2010 9:11 PM GMT
    don't let sex control your emotions.
    At this point in the game that's so juvenile. icon_rolleyes.gif