Jan 16, 2011 7:01 AM GMT
so i contemplated a few things im not proud of, its not due to any one thing, just a cluster of life events. Im officially off to join the military i've decided, this has always been a plan for me but tonight it dawned on me that i have nothing holding me anywhere lol. Kinda distant with my family, ya there are friends and such that i'd consider close, but theres no real obligations or anything set, i faced the fact that love isnt in the cards for my personality type, and above all, im bored and need to feel life for a bit, like, a big pinch or something, i just need to feel something. I know this comes off as mellow and all nirvana grunge, but i'm just being real with myself. Not sure what i need to hear about in the responses, if there are any, lol, maybe some other's similar experiences? Was gonna do the chat thing on here but it just didnt seem to go with what im feeling.