Jan 28, 2011 3:17 PM GMT
Okies... So, it's not all gay guys. Just the queens. For instance, i just had a two year relationship with my bf who acts str8... However... Now that we're broken up.. i'm trying to meet some of my girlfriends gay friends... BUT THEY'RE ALL FREAKS!!! They all dress in dark gothic gay leather with their high pitched voices and dance to Lady Gaga songs on the train and they're just gay gay gay! It's sooo unattractive to me, yet... I'm one of them... well sorta... all my interests are really campy... dancing... lady gaga, britney spears, katy perry... But i talk str8 unless im with my close friends mainly... And i dress str8... and i only act a little gay, which is fine... but these gay guys are OTT! And it makes me sick... so am I the problem.. that i cant accept them? Or is it them? Because i want to accept them, but i feel like they mgiht crack onto me something... I think i know how str8 guys feel now. And yeah... Im not all the way out, as they are obviously... but... I wouldnt be any different if i was... How do i get past this?