Jan 28, 2011 8:07 PM GMT
I've been a top for decades and recently want to fully experience the utter joy I see bottoms feel from reading stories or watching porn. I heard it's the absolute best feeling a man can feel (when not topping) but i'm very ignorant to it. I have tried it in the past but often feel too tense to enjoy it and often wonder if i'm anatomically NOT built to enjoy it. How does one learn to truly bottom in such a way as to undoubtedly feel ultimate pleasure? I'm very serious and want only serious replies. How does a top ( me ) get over the feeling of feeling unmasculine when i've watch some of the butchest, most muscular men...bottom and make it look strong and sexy...I want that. And again i'm serious. I want to be fully versatile. I've tried some toys but still can't make myself cum from them. What am i doing wrong? Am I just not cut out to a bottom?