I miss JAKE BENSON`

  • tony_boost

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    Mar 07, 2011 6:11 AM GMT
    jake was one of the coolest guys i've ever dated, I don't mean this thread to try and get back with him or be creepy, but i miss jake as a friend, I enjoyed his company more than anything else we did.

    He recently stopped contacting me, which makes me sad, I don't care about many people, especially guys, but when i tell someone i love them, whether it's romantic or platonic, i really do mean it. I just wish we could still talk icon_sad.gif
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:16 AM GMT
    Maybe you should Call/text/IM or email him instead of airing laundry in the forums?
  • tony_boost

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    Mar 07, 2011 6:18 AM GMT
    he hasn't responded to my emails, thats why i posted this, and i'm not airing dirty laundry by saying hes a great guy and i miss him
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:21 AM GMT
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:25 AM GMT
    I don't kno Jake as well as you but frm what interaction I've had with him, this will not only inflate his ego but get his crafty mouth flowing gibberish thruout this thread. If you've reached out to him and he's to self absorbed to get the feelings you expressed so eloquently, why dear god, why would you put this out there not knowing how he's going to respond to you publicly if he hasn't done so privately? destin for heartacheicon_eek.gif
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:27 AM GMT
    I just got a compliment from Jake on some song lyrics I posted here not too long ago. I thought he lived in New York but, just realized he is here in Los Angeles. I don't know for sure but, if I ever stop being so lazy with recording my songs I might look him up to help with the recording. I've witnessed some of his work and I like it... And I AM talking about his work first and foremost. Not sure what you guys got going on and it's none of my business.
  • tony_boost

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    Mar 07, 2011 6:28 AM GMT
    i'm not going to be heartbrokin if he doesn't respond or if he does respond badly, i'm not in love with him, but i love him as a person, i love other people too, i don't want him to think i don't, even if he doesn't care to be around me anymore
  • tony_boost

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    Mar 07, 2011 6:32 AM GMT
    and i hardly consider RJ to be "public", i barely even use this site anymore, i don't care if you guys think i'm desperate or whatever, i don't mean any harm by this, i've just gone though a lot lately, and i want the people who i do care about to know i care about them
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:35 AM GMT
    tony_boost saidi'm not going to be heartbrokin if he doesn't respond or if he does respond badly, i'm not in love with him, but i love him as a person, i love other people too, i don't want him to think i don't, even if he doesn't care to be around me anymore


    Man, you seem to present a remote control on the guy... So let's see what happens you young barbarian you...I'm bustin up!!! icon_razz.gif
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:36 AM GMT
    UPRYTE said
    tony_boost saidi'm not going to be heartbrokin if he doesn't respond or if he does respond badly, i'm not in love with him, but i love him as a person, i love other people too, i don't want him to think i don't, even if he doesn't care to be around me anymore


    Man, you seem to present a remote control on the guy... So let's see what happens you young barbarian you...I'm bustin up!!! icon_razz.gif


    umm...i have no idea what you mean by this but ok
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:44 AM GMT
    tony_boost said
    UPRYTE said
    tony_boost saidi'm not going to be heartbrokin if he doesn't respond or if he does respond badly, i'm not in love with him, but i love him as a person, i love other people too, i don't want him to think i don't, even if he doesn't care to be around me anymore


    Man, you seem to present a remote control on the guy... So let's see what happens you young barbarian you...I'm bustin up!!! icon_razz.gif


    umm...i have no idea what you mean by this but ok


    I don't understand this whole thread except for the thought you are using it as fishbait and so anyone is part of that fishbait that posts on this post which, I didn't know until just 5 minutes ago... icon_razz.gif
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    Mar 07, 2011 6:44 AM GMT
    Listen, bttmline: I think it's great and all, this talk of love. do what you gotta do. I don't think your desperate and as a matter of fact I'm just a guy posting to a thread you created and not thinking beyond what you initially wrote. What I will say is if you've revealed yourself to someone and for whatever reason they've chosen to take a blind eye.... so be it!
    but best of luck to you and I hope whatever outcome you seek in creating this thread you get.
  • tony_boost

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    Mar 07, 2011 6:59 AM GMT
    i've really thought a lot about how i feel about guys in the past couple years, people in general, and like i said i don't feel much for most people, but i've never lost the emotions i've had for friends and loved ones once i started caring for them, jake was someone really special to me, i don't want a relationship with him, my life will go on if he doesn't read this or gets mad or whatever but i'll always think of him just like i think of all the other people i care for, that's why i said in a nother forum i'd given up on monogamous relationships, not because i don't feel its possible, but i care for more than one person
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    Mar 07, 2011 7:39 AM GMT
    Are you drunk?
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    Mar 07, 2011 7:58 AM GMT
    i think i get ya

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    Mar 07, 2011 8:03 AM GMT
    Lostboy saidi think i get ya

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    Thanks icon_biggrin.gif
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    Mar 07, 2011 9:38 AM GMT
    cold saidAriodante, if you're a Warhammer fan I think we should make a romantic double suicide pact immediately.


    I could lie to you and tell you that I am.

    And I will.
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    Mar 07, 2011 10:00 AM GMT
    Hillie saidI don't kno Jake as well as you but frm what interaction I've had with him, this will not only inflate his ego but get his crafty mouth flowing gibberish thruout this thread. If you've reached out to him and he's to self absorbed to get the feelings you expressed so eloquently, why dear god, why would you put this out there not knowing how he's going to respond to you publicly if he hasn't done so privately? destin for heartacheicon_eek.gif


    Hillie, ugh *face palm*


    Personally I think what Tony did here was cute. He put himself on the line to contact me. I was pissed after what he said to me on a previous thread that he deleted. But he's also gone THIS FAR to contact me so that's really endearing and redeeming to me.

    I contacted him. Thread over.
  • disasterpiece

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    Mar 07, 2011 10:08 AM GMT
    Awww, I love happy endings.

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    Mar 07, 2011 12:53 PM GMT
    jake, you never call me either.

    you bastard.
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    Mar 07, 2011 1:07 PM GMT
    This was kinda cute.....just saying.
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    Mar 07, 2011 1:19 PM GMT
    JAKEBENSON said... Personally I think what Tony did here was cute. He put himself on the line to contact me. I was pissed after what he said to me on a previous thread that he deleted. But he's also gone THIS FAR to contact me so that's really endearing and redeeming to me.

    I contacted him. Thread over.

    Ok thread over, but just a couple of quick comments. 1) When Tony was going through some challenges a few months ago, Jake really stepped up to help him. Showed there is a good side to Jake, though sometimes you have to look REAL HARD to see it. 2) Always a shame when someone breaks contact after getting angry. Can always talk and try and patch things up or at least reach some position. Another person I know on RJ had a bf. He made things difficult for the bf, never cheating or anything like that. Bf left, broke all contact. The guy tried to make amends but bf would not even respond.
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    Mar 07, 2011 2:51 PM GMT
    Disasterpiece saidAwww, I love happy endings.


    I love happy endings too
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    Mar 07, 2011 2:56 PM GMT
    I miss my stalker.
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    Mar 07, 2011 3:01 PM GMT
    I miss my Mother