Mar 09, 2011 4:08 PM GMT
Lives haven’t been so empty ever. I have a better job better pay and life style has definitely improved with amazing friends but still coming back to bed every day is painful and lonely. I am not able to pull it together. Fear the worse might happen tiring to be strong but not sure how long I can remain. It has noting to do with other’s. Yet emptiness has haunted me. Thought moving to a different city and moving away form family is a better way to deal with my parents acceptance of what I am but that seems not happening and here I am all alone in a new place not sure of myself .