Be at your strongest cause I am about to go soon... From here on this earth. I need you to believe that where I am going, I tried my best to tell you what the pain was in the process. Yes guys, my Doctor says it don't look so great. So these last several months by all my honesty and purpose mean the real leftovers which are "good-bye". I WOULD HAVE JUMPED THROUGH RINGS OF FIRE FOR YOU AND STILL IT MEANT I HAVE KNOW POWER TO SAVE YOU FROM THE SAME MISTAKES... I'm a dead man. What more left of my body, mind and spirit could I have taught you in order to survive... FUCKING NOTHING!!! That is what. Because I have to play the failure while you can all practice becoming the hero. There is no cure for jealousy. I wouldn't be surprised if cancer was just a small part of that disease.