Mar 22, 2011 7:02 PM GMT
What s love? Right now I feel like I am stuck in some type of game. I'm not too sure if love makes me more happy than sad, and I don't believe that's how it is supposed to work either. I know I love this person, truly with all my heart, Except, several things come into play. I believe I am in a war. With my heart and my brain. My heart wants to give and give, because I love him. My brain is trying to protect me with fear. He says he loves me so much, and I am the greatest guy in the world. Somehow he wasn't sure if he wanted the relationship, so we broke up. It hurt so much. Sure enough, he came running back, and of course I let him catch me. Now, however, I am fearing the fact that I might get hurt once more. He does make me happy but some things he does makes me question how much he actually does care about me. Why do I feel so lifeless and at other times feel so invincible? Is this how love is supposed to feel?