Mar 24, 2011 11:03 PM GMT
We are blessed with the dark rift in 2012... Who is going to stand beside you besides the ones that know this touches you so deeply? And it should! There is no prison in heaven... Only memories. I want to do the most amazing things with you like skydive and search for four leaf clovers in the moments of Winter making up it's mind which way it want's to go. I just want to say I am SOOO FUCKING SORRY for all of this. I never wanted to hurt anyone but, my dream had a dark place that I had no idea would be this real. I confess all the Science you need to know but, the fear was that you would have to be reborn into the abuse that I have to go once again into now. Don't breathe because I could not breathe as I was forced into incest. What is so fucking long ago is now coming back to haunt me but, us. I only try to think beautiful thoughts now.... I want to be one of you but it is hard.