I know it's very stupid to miss him.

  • DKnight

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    Apr 27, 2011 7:49 AM GMT
    I dont know what's wrong with me. I havent met him for about a year. However, I think of him sometimes. And I know he wont show up... but I still keep missing him. We met each other in a chat room; serioulsy, chatting with him is really accidental. In fact, I wasn't planning to ask him to leave his msn to me. All I want is just want him to shut up- it was late night then. I was very tired and... he was really talkative. When the next day, I woke up. I was very surprised that he was still online and sent me a message- morning. Actually, I didnt know how to reply then, haha. - Because I know the places we live is far from each other (I am in Taiwan, and he is in England) With the different time zone, I knew that he stayed up late. I know it's very common for ppl to stay up late, but what he said to me next isthe reason why he didnt sleep was he missed me and to him, I was funny. Seeing this reply, I had to say I am interested in him, because I hate ppl flirt with me, haha. Because once you do tho, I would fight back. Anyway, we began our days.
    We always talks about something... mature; sometimes erotic... or flirt with each other. Our relatioship is beyond friend, but not for being lovers. He is a drug dealer; at first, he was a little afraid to tell me so, just saying he did sale, haha. When the time he told me his real job, he kept asking me thay are you afraid? I just reply that why? I can feel that he was shocked when I said so. The interactions we had sometimes are childish and stupid. I would sometimes ask him that would you show me around if I went to England...HAHA! During the days we spent with each other, he once said to me that even we met online, but to him, we are close to each other. I know he comes from a broken family, and he ran away when he was 15. After that, he started his wandering life. To me, his life isnt easy, especilly, he was the boss of his gang. Sometimes he would tell me that he got beated again... -In fact, everytime we met is very short because of the time zone and both of us are very busy. At first, I really care our relastionship so mcuh, untill... I remembered there was once time, he apologized for his long-absence. (Actually, I didnt care his showing up that time 'cause I was all into WOW.) He said that he nearly died and he wanted to chat with me, even he was painful then. Oh, WTH... This was only reply to him. I don't how to secribe the feeling that time... I never notice that he really cares about me, even we are just net-friends. After this, our relastionship went up and I cherish the time we are together.
    However, good things wont be long lasting. He stopped showing up. At first, I dont mind, but it's werid. I keep leave off-line messages. And it didnt work out. I dont know what happened to him and I dont know how to do. The only thing I can do is hoping that he could be fine and keep missing him. I know all this moves are very stupid...ya... it's been a long time not seeing him. Actually, I try to forget about him, and I once thought I did really delete the memory we had. But, everytime I lie down on my bed, close my eye, those old days would slowly show up. I did really miss him.
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    Apr 27, 2011 9:01 AM GMT
    Hold my hand. And repeat with me: Get Over Him!

    You 2 have never met, so therefore there is nothing there. You are in love with a reaction from a computer. Until you meet in real life there is nothing there.

    I know it's hard to accept, but there is no way to have a true connection if you have not met before. What you do now: meet someone near you who is actually willing to see you and have a real life relationship and not a fantasy one.
  • TheAlchemixt

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    Apr 27, 2011 10:59 AM GMT
    brianindenver saidHold my hand. And repeat with me: Get Over Him!

    You 2 have never met, so therefore there is nothing there. You are in love with a reaction from a computer. Until you meet in real life there is nothing there.

    I know it's hard to accept, but there is no way to have a true connection if you have not met before. What you do now: meet someone near you who is actually willing to see you and have a real life relationship and not a fantasy one.


    Good advice Brian! I do however believe it is possible that people can have true connections, even if they have not met before. Yes, the connections could possibly be not as deep, but that doesn't make it not "true". I agree with everything else you have stated though.
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    Apr 27, 2011 11:11 AM GMT
    brianindenver saidHold my hand. And repeat with me: Get Over Him!

    You 2 have never met, so therefore there is nothing there. You are in love with a reaction from a computer. Until you meet in real life there is nothing there.

    I know it's hard to accept, but there is no way to have a true connection if you have not met before. What you do now: meet someone near you who is actually willing to see you and have a real life relationship and not a fantasy one.


    Completely disagree. Just because they have never met in person doesn't mean there isn't some sort of connection. I met a guy in a chat room like 15 years ago, we talked almost every day. We lost touch for a long time, and got in touch again. It was never romantic, but he's my longest lasting friend, and that's a connection. We've never met in person.

  • helios01

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    Apr 27, 2011 11:35 AM GMT
    ur sso cute... why r u hung up on this guy u never met... im sure sum1 out there will worship the ground you walk on... Forget him... find someone who is worth it... cuz i can assure you you deserve it
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    Apr 27, 2011 1:58 PM GMT
    I don't mean to sound mean-spirited, but this is just pathetic.
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    Apr 27, 2011 2:16 PM GMT
    brianindenver saidYou 2 have never met, so therefore there is nothing there. You are in love with a reaction from a computer. Until you meet in real life there is nothing there.

    I know it's hard to accept, but there is no way to have a true connection if you have not met before. What you do now: meet someone near you who is actually willing to see you and have a real life relationship and not a fantasy one.


    Boy are you wrong-o on this one...
    You're trying to say that a true connection doesn't consist of the mesh of personalities between 2 people, and that it's all based on looks and physical chemistry? Bad form Jack... bad form.
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    Apr 27, 2011 4:16 PM GMT
    kaoi said
    brianindenver saidHold my hand. And repeat with me: Get Over Him!

    You 2 have never met, so therefore there is nothing there. You are in love with a reaction from a computer. Until you meet in real life there is nothing there.

    I know it's hard to accept, but there is no way to have a true connection if you have not met before. What you do now: meet someone near you who is actually willing to see you and have a real life relationship and not a fantasy one.


    Completely disagree. Just because they have never met in person doesn't mean there isn't some sort of connection. I met a guy in a chat room like 15 years ago, we talked almost every day. We lost touch for a long time, and got in touch again. It was never romantic, but he's my longest lasting friend, and that's a connection. We've never met in person.



    Kaoi, ur completely right!! i have the same thing but its only 4 years old! we meet casually but every time its like we were raised together!
  • DKnight

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    Apr 28, 2011 6:23 AM GMT
    Well, my life still goes on! HAHA! But there is one thing I wanna say is feeling is much fater than anything. I know it's very stupid to think of him because the point is that we've never met in real life. But to me, its not a big point. In my opinion, having a connection doesn't need to meet each other in real life. I know this is the best and safe way to meet the guy in real life! However, its not that I dont wanna to finf him, but the reality doesn't allow me to find him. HAHA! During the time we are together, both of us always say that what if we hang out in real life, we would...blablabla. The reason I wanna post this is because I regret that I lost the contact with him before seeing him in real life. icon_sad.gif

    Speaking of being pathetic, I know you dont mean it. But sometimes I would take it seriously. Like I said, feeling is much faster than anything. Maybe you are not like that in real life, I hope its better not to be.