May 12, 2011 8:01 AM GMT
Ok i met this guy we talked for like a week he was like o i ike you we should meet and chill and hangout ur a nice guy i wanna take u out, but as always he just drops off the map i would text him and hardly got a reply. he never called like he said so i went on his Facebook page he was like i like this guy hope to see him again tonight, he makes me feel complete. then the next day was like i love my baby miss him already. Ok dude juss 2 days ago u was making plans to meet me and wanted to date and shit but now out of the blue u got a man that quick.
I never approached him about it but i said if he ever says anything to me he is getting it. ok he messaged me like sayin hi whats sup im single now we should talk i missed you. i let him have it i told him how i felt how he is dumb and called him on every lie he said and asked how u not know u had a possible BF after u started dating him a few days after u were trying to make plans with me. He appologized and shit, as always, and i was like im no backup hoe im top priority after family and kidz. He was like ur not a backup i promise but ok what am i then. u had a main dude and me u chose him and when it ended u wanted to get back with me like nothing happened im like u like from hello, how can i trust u. He was like i know but i want to do better.
Now my question is by being blunt and str8 up and saying i cant trust you, is that enuff should i forgive him and give him a chance because i have very bad trust issues mom almost got me sued because i paid for some o my cousins college with my credit card she was holding back when i was 18 and she said i could not manage it then when i was 3 i started a savings for college she cleared it out by 8 or 9th grade. dad lied to me invited me to wedding then never told me details till a couple days before, o i was gonna be the best man, and then he never liked me from birth never tells me of family events and lie to family like i didnt want to come then all my friends use me so i have trust issues. I am just like should i try to be nicer and give him a chance because last time i did this my ex fucked my ex i lost my virginity to and said it was my fault o yea he hit me also and we had a fight, but that is a whole other chapter in my life. What do yall think?
ps its long and not a good grammar but its late and my eyes hurt so do ur best
I never approached him about it but i said if he ever says anything to me he is getting it. ok he messaged me like sayin hi whats sup im single now we should talk i missed you. i let him have it i told him how i felt how he is dumb and called him on every lie he said and asked how u not know u had a possible BF after u started dating him a few days after u were trying to make plans with me. He appologized and shit, as always, and i was like im no backup hoe im top priority after family and kidz. He was like ur not a backup i promise but ok what am i then. u had a main dude and me u chose him and when it ended u wanted to get back with me like nothing happened im like u like from hello, how can i trust u. He was like i know but i want to do better.
Now my question is by being blunt and str8 up and saying i cant trust you, is that enuff should i forgive him and give him a chance because i have very bad trust issues mom almost got me sued because i paid for some o my cousins college with my credit card she was holding back when i was 18 and she said i could not manage it then when i was 3 i started a savings for college she cleared it out by 8 or 9th grade. dad lied to me invited me to wedding then never told me details till a couple days before, o i was gonna be the best man, and then he never liked me from birth never tells me of family events and lie to family like i didnt want to come then all my friends use me so i have trust issues. I am just like should i try to be nicer and give him a chance because last time i did this my ex fucked my ex i lost my virginity to and said it was my fault o yea he hit me also and we had a fight, but that is a whole other chapter in my life. What do yall think?
ps its long and not a good grammar but its late and my eyes hurt so do ur best