Ex nihilo nihil fit.

  • alex_1990

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    May 16, 2011 1:16 AM GMT
    I've never done this before nor, do I know how to go about doing this. The only reason I feel able to do this is because I don't know anybody on this site. So the chances of someone I know seeing this post are minimal.

    I've wanted to die for a few years now but the feeling has never manifested in actions. I'm now sitting at my laptop with a lot of alcohol and medicine. The choice is in front of me.
    I despise my life, I hate how I look. I exercise each day to try and feel better, it helps but its not enough. I've never had a real friend; just acquaintances I go to classes and sometimes sit with; I don't know how to form relationships. I don't like my family at all so I can't talk to them. I'm completely alone and I don't feel as if I'm going to get anywhere in my life. I don't see any point.
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    May 16, 2011 2:29 AM GMT
    You look fine, in fact much better than fine. icon_biggrin.gif
    Seriously, I don't know what medicine you have in front of you, but you need to see a psychiatrist at school.
    Nothing is worth living for doesn't mean dying is the answer.
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    May 16, 2011 3:02 AM GMT
    The general purpose of suicide is to prove a point.
    If you have no friends, and you hate your family, then the only point you'll prove is how easy it is for the EMT's to clean up your mess, shove your body in a box at the morgue, then go home after work and eat dinner.

    PS. What you think about your look is YOUR reality. When others see you, what they think is THEIR reality. In other words, no matter what you think you look like, there will always be other people who disagree.
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    May 18, 2011 7:40 AM GMT
    hmmm, i hope he put the pills away.icon_confused.gif
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    May 20, 2011 10:39 PM GMT
    alex_1990 saidI've never done this before nor, do I know how to go about doing this. The only reason I feel able to do this is because I don't know anybody on this site. So the chances of someone I know seeing this post are minimal.

    I've wanted to die for a few years now but the feeling has never manifested in actions. I'm now sitting at my laptop with a lot of alcohol and medicine. The choice is in front of me.
    I despise my life, I hate how I look. I exercise each day to try and feel better, it helps but its not enough. I've never had a real friend; just acquaintances I go to classes and sometimes sit with; I don't know how to form relationships. I don't like my family at all so I can't talk to them. I'm completely alone and I don't feel as if I'm going to get anywhere in my life. I don't see any point.


    You want to die or you want to kill yourself, they are different?

    Did something happen in your life a few years ago to make you feel like this or did it just start suddenly?

    Do you think about this alot? Do you feel like these thoughts are out of your control?

    Sorry for all the questions but there are so many directions to go in here icon_smile.gif