Apr 11, 2008 7:03 AM GMT
im absolutely madly in love with one of my straight best friends? he is kinda a hippie.....so he is big on love and compassion and spirituality...which makes me love him even more because i can always go to him when i need help. honestly he is everything i could want in a guy. my dream guy...if u will. i know a lot of people say jus try to convert him or what ever, but this isnt just some guy who i want to risk loosing as a friend. he is much too valuable to me even as just a friend to make a risk like that. i almost feel like he is "the one". there isnt one thing i dislike about him. but i just dont know what to do. its very painful to have these feelings about someone i know ill never be with. ive been thinking about ending our friendship jus to end the pain....but i dont know. what would u do? and keep in mind that this is one of the most important friends of your life....not someone u want to be reckless with and risk loosing as a friend by doing something drastic.