i am depressed now/ I wanna go to canada..............

  • kemoze

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    May 28, 2011 5:58 PM GMT
    I am sick and tired of hiding myself and acting like i am straight, i am not straight and i never hoped to be straight, i wanna go there, i wanna be free, i wanna escape, i wanna go to a free country where i can be me, i dont wanna go for sex, i would like to go to meet people who love the way i am,
    i hate the place here, i hate everything here, i hate me when someone shows me a photo of a naked girl and i pretend that she excites me.
    i wanna escape not for sex, no . i wanna be me ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
  • stratavos

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    May 28, 2011 8:21 PM GMT
    Then what are you waiting for? Go. Get your work visa and work on getting your citizenship.
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    May 28, 2011 8:37 PM GMT
    Yeah that sucks in Egypt... they should have a "sexual refugee" status in some countries....

    There are in fact, sexual refugees in the Dutch Caribbean islands,.. they leave the British Caribbean islands, they leave the heavy repression that gays have in the British isles,

    Its so bad in fact that Ive been told many rap stars in Jamaica are gay and have boyfriends, but sing about "killing gays" in their songs because they want to cater to a public.. the more hateful the song, the gayer the singer

    ITs real sickening
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    May 28, 2011 8:40 PM GMT
    Greenhopper saidYeah that sucks in Egypt... they should have a "sexual refugee" status in some countries....

    There are in fact, sexual refugees in the Dutch Caribbean islands,.. they leave the British Caribbean islands, they leave the heavy repression that gays have in the British isles,

    Its so bad in fact that Ive been told many rap stars in Jamaica are gay and have boyfriends, but sing about "killing gays" in their songs because they want to cater to a public.. the more hateful the song, the gayer the singer

    ITs real sickening


    WTF?
    Have they tried just not mentioning gays altogether?
    Idiots!

    *If true
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    May 28, 2011 8:54 PM GMT
    kemoze saidI am sick and tired of hiding myself and acting like i am straight, i am not straight and i never hoped to be straight, i wanna go there, i wanna be free, i wanna escape, i wanna go to a free country where i can be me, i dont wanna go for sex, i would like to go to meet people who love the way i am,
    i hate the place here, i hate everything here, i hate me when someone shows me a photo of a naked girl and i pretend that she excites me.
    i wanna escape not for sex, no . i wanna be me ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,



    I feel like Egypt should be pretty gay-friendly... weren't Pharaohs the first drag queens? icon_razz.gif
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    May 28, 2011 9:23 PM GMT
    JoeB1986 said
    kemoze saidI am sick and tired of hiding myself and acting like i am straight, i am not straight and i never hoped to be straight, i wanna go there, i wanna be free, i wanna escape, i wanna go to a free country where i can be me, i dont wanna go for sex, i would like to go to meet people who love the way i am,
    i hate the place here, i hate everything here, i hate me when someone shows me a photo of a naked girl and i pretend that she excites me.
    i wanna escape not for sex, no . i wanna be me ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,



    I feel like Egypt should be pretty gay-friendly... weren't Pharaohs the first drag queens? icon_razz.gif



    Unfortunately stuff tends to change over several millennia...
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    May 28, 2011 9:26 PM GMT
    Robosexual said
    Greenhopper saidYeah that sucks in Egypt... they should have a "sexual refugee" status in some countries....

    There are in fact, sexual refugees in the Dutch Caribbean islands,.. they leave the British Caribbean islands, they leave the heavy repression that gays have in the British isles,

    Its so bad in fact that Ive been told many rap stars in Jamaica are gay and have boyfriends, but sing about "killing gays" in their songs because they want to cater to a public.. the more hateful the song, the gayer the singer

    ITs real sickening


    WTF?
    Have they tried just not mentioning gays altogether?
    Idiots!

    *If true


    O its true
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    May 28, 2011 9:34 PM GMT
    Canada is very welcoming of immigrants... and I for one believe the Americas is in need of more fine middle eastern men!

    C'mon over!
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    May 28, 2011 9:55 PM GMT
    stratavos saidThen what are you waiting for? Go. Get your work visa and work on getting your citizenship.


    +1
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    May 29, 2011 2:17 AM GMT
    Cheering you on, kemoze!
  • DCEric

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    May 29, 2011 2:20 AM GMT
    What about those who can't get out? If you leave, do not forget them, and support them from afar. If you stay, lead them.
  • Bunjamon

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    May 29, 2011 4:32 AM GMT
    Lenoxx said
    stratavos saidThen what are you waiting for? Go. Get your work visa and work on getting your citizenship.


    +1


    If only it were that easy, boys. Even though Canada has one of the most open immigration policies, it's still not as easy as buying a plane ticket. Work visas can be hard to obtain, and the path to citizenship takes years (and always involves you having to go back to your home country to wait for the process to finalize, you can't wait in Canada).
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    May 29, 2011 5:10 AM GMT
    Bunjamon said
    Lenoxx said
    stratavos saidThen what are you waiting for? Go. Get your work visa and work on getting your citizenship.


    +1


    If only it were that easy, boys. Even though Canada has one of the most open immigration policies, it's still not as easy as buying a plane ticket. Work visas can be hard to obtain, and the path to citizenship takes years (and always involves you having to go back to your home country to wait for the process to finalize, you can't wait in Canada).


    he can marry a canadian just before his max tourist time is up, call it love, and then he can wait here.
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    May 29, 2011 5:15 AM GMT
    SDGMAN saidCanada is very welcoming of immigrants... and I for one believe the Americas is in need of more fine middle eastern men!

    C'mon over!



    Then you should visit Detroit. Large population here and for someone like me that finds Middle Eastern men so attractive, there is not a day that goes by that I do not see some sexy Middle Eastern hotties.
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    May 29, 2011 6:44 AM GMT
    Bunjamon said
    If only it were that easy, boys. Even though Canada has one of the most open immigration policies, it's still not as easy as buying a plane ticket. Work visas can be hard to obtain, and the path to citizenship takes years (and always involves you having to go back to your home country to wait for the process to finalize, you can't wait in Canada).


    I do not think many realize how difficult it is to get a work visa for Canada or the US, especially if you come from a developing country. Immigration tends to assume that you're going to overstay or try to settle in the country.
  • kemoze

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    May 29, 2011 5:07 PM GMT
    Thank you guys ,,
    i am not a negative person, i am so positive but recently i started to feel like, i am losing my time and my life without being the real me, even i dont care about sex but i wanna at least feel love in puplic,i mean i wanna love someone without fear.
    i am not doing wrong but i cant let others to decide what i should i be??

    finnaly . i wanna thank all gays who have sent me messages and commented on my thread...
    this is the first time that i felt like oh. i belong to that community and here they are . they wanna cheer me up...
    love you all gays..................
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    May 29, 2011 5:24 PM GMT
    sorry to hear of your situation. i hope it works out for you and for all other gays suffering from this type of solitude. i wish I could recommend an easy solution for you.
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    May 29, 2011 5:32 PM GMT
    Yeah, you should do what you can to get out of Egypt. There is no shame in wanting a good life.

    I wish you the best and I hope you can find happiness soon.

    Being "openly gay" is still stigmatized in our country, but the government does not forcefully stop you from organizing or doing it and that is the big difference. Everyone who stands for Gay right in America knows this. That isn't the case in other countries where governments will forcefully put you down and at best throw you in jail for a long time.