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  • Little_Spoon

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    May 30, 2011 12:10 PM GMT
    Stupid idea to post this...
  • Little_Spoon

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    May 30, 2011 12:16 PM GMT
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    I'm dumb and wasted.
    Forgive and forget.
    <3
  • Little_Spoon

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    May 30, 2011 12:16 PM GMT
    Aw. who else got beaten up by there parents for being gay when they were young?
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    May 30, 2011 12:21 PM GMT
    Dear, you are too cute to sound like this : )))
  • Little_Spoon

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    May 30, 2011 12:24 PM GMT
    fulldelight saidDear, you are too cute to sound like this : )))



    I'm heartbroken.
    And this feeling won't go away.


    Being a gay Christian blows. I wish I could just dismiss every feeling I've ever felt like it was nothing.

    I'd kill to be an atheist.
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    May 30, 2011 12:37 PM GMT
    If you don't want to be a Christian, you don't have to be one.

    I dated a Christian once and it sucked. He was an American from Collegeville, Pennsylvania, but living here in Bulgaria and it he was veery confused, even though he was 26 icon_rolleyes.gif

    But still - the black thing was not good to say ;-)
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    May 30, 2011 12:40 PM GMT
    fulldelight saidIf you don't want to be a Christian, you don't have to be one.

    I dated a Christian once and it sucked. He was an American from Collegeville, Pennsylvania, but living here in Bulgaria and it he was veery confused, even though he was 26 icon_rolleyes.gif

    But still - the black thing was not good to say ;-)


    Dude, totally taking you're advice
    You're mind is SURELY more sound than mine right now.

    <3

    Thank you for helping a bitter young guy out.
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    May 30, 2011 2:33 PM GMT
    Little_Spoon said
    fulldelight saidDear, you are too cute to sound like this : )))



    I'm heartbroken.
    And this feeling won't go away.


    Being a gay Christian blows. I wish I could just dismiss every feeling I've ever felt like it was nothing.

    I'd kill to be an atheist.



    It doesn't have to 'blow'. Re-examine your ideas about being christian and come to your own conclusions instead of the preachings of others in your past.



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    May 30, 2011 9:16 PM GMT
    Little_Spoon said
    fulldelight saidDear, you are too cute to sound like this : )))

    I'm heartbroken.
    And this feeling won't go away.
    Being a gay Christian blows. I wish I could just dismiss every feeling I've ever felt like it was nothing.
    I'd kill to be an atheist.


    Become an atheist; I did. I've come to the conclusion that GOD is too old to care if the little ants he created don't make other little ants or marry a little ant. Could you imagine having all the powers of the universe...would YOU care? In addition, he's seen every variation, every exception, and every possibility THERE IS. Can you ever imagine someone that experienced generalizing the way Christians do? And, let's not forget the elephant in the room; he may not be real. Here you are wanting to erase all of your natural thoughts because it takes you closer from heaven. What would be wrong with erasing your obsession with heaven to become closer to nature, realize your nature, and indulge your nature? The trade off is the same: either you live a great life and forfeit heaven, or you forfeit a great life and gain heaven...MAYBE. Why trade in a sure thing for a maybe?

    Christians hate science because Christianity cannot compete with science. Look at pre men: they were godless and embraced their nature, had to. If you need to go farther back than the cave men who wrote on walls, go far back to the skin tad poles with feet; think they cared what time of the year they should eat their brine? All of our evolution is based on their neutrality. Had they been fettered by these oppressive beliefs, we'd be potato heads walking around with no limbs, no hair, no anything cept maybe mouths and assholes because we wouldn't need anything else. But we got dicks, pussies, a brain and killing hands because that's what it takes to survive on the planet. Why would a sentient being give you all that and then bar you from using any of it?

    Science: when your brain stops working, you are dead, gone. You cannot feel anything anymore. They say you have a soul. Science has proven that every process begins in your brain. Science leaves the door open to say there MIGHT be something behind the eyes that looks out, but there hasn't been anything to suggest there is.

    Nothing on Earth has been proven to be infinite, but you are supposed to buy that a sentient being is and furthermore, that your soul is? I leave the door open for a soul, but I know from science that time and time again, Earth and "everything" is run by cycles that are in a loop that doesn't just stop. But, you've been taught to believe you'll die and your "soul" will be trapped in one place. If you have a soul it is in a loop like everything else and can't be trapped somewhere forever. If anything, you've been a human before, just like raindrops have been pond drops before and pond drops have been rain drops before.


    Christianity, is not working for you. Any other time if something doesn't work for you, you reject it. This sounds harsh, but only because you got brainwashed. If you'd been raised in Greek times, you'd believe in Zeus and Athena, if you lived on Jupiter you'd worship, HGUHUYVBDOISJ{IRDIJ...because your JLHAS and YUITGGUV would have taught you to. See, I can say anything I want because it can't be dis proven. But, you should only believe in facts. Fact is: your current religion doesn't work for you. Choose another one or no one. Order: watch Prayers for Bobby, puts so many things into perspective. Once a person leaves here, he is gone and what could have been FOR SURE gives way to what maybe might be. A hard risk when you can have something good right now and maybe loose out later, but you're so miserable now you'd be loosing twice.
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    May 30, 2011 9:17 PM GMT
    Little_Spoon saidAw. who else got beaten up by there parents for being gay when they were young?

    Does November count?
    I'm still young...