Jun 04, 2011 2:03 PM GMT
Hi everyone, I'm currently in love with my straight friend who is my best friend. We always go out together few times a week for dinner or lunch. He doesn't know that I'm in love with him, so he treats me just like a normal best friend. However, I want more and more from him. I realize that it is impossible for him to love me back because he is truly straight. It drives me crazy and for some reasons, my life is all going wrong. I want to get rid of love toward him so I can continue my life normal again but I could not. Every time I meet him every week, I feel painful cos I cannot pour my affection toward him. But if I don't meet him, I miss him so much. And the worst is I don't want my other friends to join us for dinner or lunch cos I just want to have time together with him only. So I normally made lots of excuses for them not to join together which I feel bad.
Is there a way where I can still meet him as best friend but without any love feeling? I definitely cannot confess my love to him cos I'm pretty sure he will break our friendship as I do not want that to happen.
Your advices are much appreciated.
Thanks.
Is there a way where I can still meet him as best friend but without any love feeling? I definitely cannot confess my love to him cos I'm pretty sure he will break our friendship as I do not want that to happen.
Your advices are much appreciated.
Thanks.