Jun 05, 2011 10:25 PM GMT
As mentioned before what I am looking for is very hard to find. From part 1, my good friend's BF is a personal trainer and have been helpin me a little bit, but its hard for me to get to his gym because of the distance I have to travel. Anyway, is still hard to find a great guy that's my type. Not into skinny or overweight, it's a set and permanent preference. Besides that, heading into a gym seeing all the buff guys, I attend to get a little scared but I truck on. My EX was a muscleguy and its very hard to find another like him. I am trying to put on some weight, not only for looks, for self-confidence. I do sing so at my one friend's 21st bday party, me & her sang in front of a crowded bar. That was a huge boost in confindence in me and we still do it each chance we get. I was chubby in high school and lost it all due to the work I do and stopped eating junkfood and drinking pop. I don't how the heck I went from 170lbs to 130lbs in 1 year. I maintain my 130lbs as of right now at the age of 24yo. Its not healthy. I feel like a weakling. With that being said, I do get picked on ALOT because of my "woman weight" and its becoming annoying. Back to the main topic, I still haven't find the buff guy of my dreams yet, and still looking. Internet is ZERO help Hahaha. Still attracting the skinny & overweight guys that I am NOT attracted too. Just need a some more advice from you guys.