Ugh, zero motivation

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    Jul 31, 2011 7:38 PM GMT
    This is me ranting here, so skip to the next thread if you would.

    Here's what I am going through, and I wonder what you guys think about it.

    1. I dont feel like having sex with random guys anymore. I feel empty after it. I am not crazy about sex anymore either. It's gotten boring now.
    2. I have given up on dating men (most only want sex, there is nothing like "gay friends" either, extremely difficult to find a guy with practical expectations, most gay men I have come across are vain, superficial, stupid, act like teenage girls, have no concrete life aims, spend way too much time on themselves at the gym, clothes, food etc)
    3. I dont see any advantage of marrying a guy. I want my own kids, but that's not practical because, helloooo! I am gay? I dont want to pretend I am straight and marry a woman, which is just wrong.
    4. I am sick of gay marriage issue, pride, bullying, discrimination, guy above you threads, do white men like *insert a non-white race here* discussions, "how did you come out", lets pretend we are not racist threads (racism is a fact and is not going away, suck it up and deal with it).
    5. Hell I dont even care about coming out anymore. The people I care about already know it, and they dont give a damn. The people I havent come out to dont give a shit either. So why should I make a big deal out of "coming out" Who the fuck invented this concept?

    The amount of time I am spending on the "gay" aspect of my life is a huge waste right now. I will be so much more happy if I spent this time with my family, or doing things I love, working towards my career objective, and meeting interesting people instead of being obsessed with "oh I am gay".

    I would rather go out in the sun and play ball right now, but I am sitting here writing this instead.

    What keeps you guys motivated? Am I a pessimist?
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    Jul 31, 2011 7:41 PM GMT
    Get a cat. Or a dog. Or both.
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    Jul 31, 2011 8:14 PM GMT
    I feel you on the guys with lack of motivation/career goals thing.

    I'm just, at this point, talking...getting to know people...that's all I can do. I can't say I'm as jaded as you are at this point.