I always had crushes on straight guys but one time I fell very hard for my friend. I fell for him because he was the first person in my life that made me fell like I was somebody and that I was talented. But he ended up dating another friend of mine, a female, and I ended up felling depressed. That was also the first time I had to be real with myself about my feelings toward men. I remember crying myself to sleep asking why I could not be like my other male friends and me normal, have normal feelings.
I just wanted someone to be with and understand me. I still haven't found that someone but I fell much better now. Have any of you guys had any broken heart experiences or depression because you were gay?icon_cool.gif