calibro saidtoday i got my copy of the new star trek poetry anthology i had poem published in (opposite the page of nicolas samaras no less)... and i'm at a loss of what do now. any thing i do from here will never live up to this. i think i should just go all sylvia plath.
As for your future - you should drink heavily, isolate as much as possible and for added authenticity, dress in period clothing until the day you die. If you want to go all dramatic - be sure to never dust, keep the drapes drawn at ALL times and perhaps have a huge elaborate wedding cake rotting on a perfectly set dining table.
Good luck breathing the rarified air at your dizzying heights. I envy you.