The feeling was just so amazing. But, being an inexperienced kid, it ended about as fast as my friends first blowjob ended right before mine, in about a minute or two. He too didnt swallow. When I came, much to my surprise, like my friend, my cum flew great distance for a few shots. This was the most powerful ejaculation I had ever felt. My dick felt so hard I though it was going to explode. This was the first time I had ever truly "shot" cum.
After that, I cleaned up and put my pants back on. We talked about how incredible head felt, and decided that we should do it more often. We both agreed to keep it a secret, even clamming we were still both straight, we just liked how it felt. So, 3 more times that day we gave each other head again. We had both never experienced anything more then our right hands before this moment, and it just felt so good to both of us we just kept going at it. His mom was single, she worked until 7pm every night and he had no siblings, so we didn't have to worry about any embarrassing moments. We could just go to town with no worries, and we often did. For the first few weeks after school, every day, just the two of us, we would play with our dicks, compare, jerk each other off, blow each other off, it was new, and it felt so much better then doing it ourselves. Over time we stopped doing it every day, but we more or less got each other off 2-3 times a week up until I graduated high school.
One of my favorite first times with him was when we laid down opposite each other, with both our dicks against each others. I wrapped my hand around both of our dicks and jerked. Just seeing my dick next to his was so hot! Some people would feel humiliated to have such a noticeably smaller dick. But I got used to it. I looked forward to playing with his dick. It looked so much like mine, but beefed up in size. His dick being so big was what turned me on, and my dick being so much smaller really emphasis the sheer size of his dick, whick for the reference, on the body of a 13 year old, is all the more massive.
He liked playing with my dick too, it was like looking at a smaller version of his he used to say, and he thought that was cool. I think he also got off on the fact this his dick was huge compared to mine. It really made him feel like a "man." Though he never admitted that. The first time we jerked both our dicks together in one hand was awesome. He came shortly before I did. I think him cumming is what made me cum, I was so turned on. I could literally feel his dick pulsating on my own dick as he came spewing all over both our dicks. I was actually a bit envious. His dick was so much bigger then mine at that point, I felt his dick pulsating as he came on every inch of my own dick and continue to pulsate up past were my dick ended and his just kept pulsating in my hand above my dick going up like a tree. His spasms vibrated so strong into my own dick that it literally felt good to me. He wasn't done spraying my dick with cum before I returned the favor, leaving two cum drenched cocks back to back slowly getting soft. We just sat for a good two minutes before we moved or talked, growing soft on each other.
As good as he is at giving head, I still enjoyed giving him head more then getting it. His dick was just so much funner to play with then my own. Watching it grow was amazing, and it feeling it throb in my hand was awesome. I used to love grabbing his dick with my hand when it was still soft, and watching it force my closed fist open as it expanded in length and girth. I was a bit envious, wishing mine was as big as his, but because it wasn't, playing with his all the time got me off knowing that I was still holding a big dick in my hands, even if it wasn't mine.
Over time, we both started swallowing each other's loads. We both agreed that we didn't like the taste of cum, but were young, and this was new to both of us. Being so young, and horny, we went at it a lot. Some days we would give each other head up to 5 times a day. It got messy, and clean up was annoying. So in order to avoid all that we just decided to start swallowing. The first time I swallowed his cum was a fun event. I hated the taste, but I got off so much knowing he was in the ecstasy of his life. Feeling his giant dick spasm in my mouth and literally feeling the pay off as it unloaded in my mouth was hot to me.
Other times I just gave him a handjob. He liked both, and the fun thing about giving him a handjob was I really got to visualize his dick. I could see the whole thing from top to bottom. I could move my hand up so far across his dick and then back down. And it was so wide, I was barely able to grip it. I loved stroking his dick. I usually gave him head though, because honestly, I wanted to do that more. Most of the time, whenever I started out with a handjob, I ended it by sucking. He seemed to prefer blowjobs anyways.
As we got older, of course both our dicks got bigger. Well, his didnt get much bigger actually, as far as I could tell by looking. But when we got a little more open sexually, we measured each other because I felt that I had caught up to him and we could no longer visually tell whose dick was bigger, something he took pride in, so he busted out the measuring tape. And on that note, when looking at both our dicks side by side, we couldn't even tell whose dick was whose anymore, we looked that much alike. My dick was the same size as his, same length, same girth when I was 16. Same shape, some color, it was so cool. All dicks came in different sizes and shapes and what not, but my friend, who looked nothing like me otherwise, had a dick that was quite literally my twins. I had finally caught up! Well, I actually surpassed his. My girth was a tiny bit wider then his.
I had sex with a woman for my first time when I was 21. It was awesome. But still, this moment in my life when I was 12 really defined a lot of my sexual turn ons and to be honest, even though pussy feels so good (seriously, it does) it still wasnt as hot to me as growing up with my friends dick to play with (and mine for him to play with.) Giving/getting head with him is still just as much as a turn on to me as it is seeing a hot chick with big boobs sliding my dick in her pussy. I fucked this girl a lot for a few years as a friends with benefits thing, and her pussy was just a slice of heaven. Her boobs, perfectly round and large. She had a thing for skinny white boys, and she loved how big my dick was so she wanted to say fuck buddies till she got a bf. But despite having this gorgeous babe with a tight pussy rocking my cocks world, letting me cum inside her because she was on the pill, I still enjoyed sucking my friends dick more then fucking her. I still enjoyed putting both our dicks together and having little cock fights, (which he used to utterly dominate until my dick started to grow with age.) Feeling his dick spasm from one cumshot to the next was so much hotter to me.
Because of those experiences, it helped me identify who I am, sexually. I identify as straight emotionally, but I am not afraid to have fun with other guys too. You don't have to be gay to love cock! And believe me I love dick. And because of my friends dick, I think one of my biggest turn ons, is simply watching someone else's dick go from soft to hard, without any hands at all. Just stare. My best friend's (were best friends even though we live a great distance) dick is just awesome. I am lucky to have known him for this time. And for the reference, this is still our secret. =D