you say.. Am Into my Straight Coach ...
and in fact there is a big probabilitiy that ( he is not into you )
ok , let me tell you how pathetic i was when an indian ( all races full of damn hot guys , this to racial gusy ) anyway , i loved this indian, you know why because of the fucken wrong perception that i made because that guys was always asking me about my body , ( i am not athlete but at least i am little fit , no stomach )
anyway, sometimes when i help him at work and give him reports that support him in his work he used to say that ( I LOVE YOU ), then i i was crazy about him, that we used to text, anyway oneday , i know i was out of my mind, i asked him if he would like to have dinner cuz i wanted to make it up to him , as he drove me home oneday , he didnt reply my message and then after two weeks , you know what happened, ( I WAS THE TALK OF THE COMPANY
i am not out and he acted like a complete jerk , gossiping about me and spread rumors about me being gay , and i think you know very well what the meaning of being gay in the middle east,
i know i was in my worest circumstances and i had to go through all of this , so i reported him to my financial manager and i showed him the messages, and my manager talked to him, since what happened i never say hii , even though we still work together..
and i have a good relation with all my colleagues there that they say
( Kareem we love you in all ways whether you are gay or not )
so i liked a phrase written by someone here , i dont know who, but it was
( dont shit where you eat )
anyway dont fuck things up and forget about him, its just delusions.