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  • strikerfan24

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    Aug 10, 2011 10:33 PM GMT
    Ok so, I hooked up with a guy for the first time today - no sex. He gave me a massage, rimmed me, fingered me a little and swallowed my load. He was great and all, dont get me wrong. Before, I was curious, but after hooking up with him, I now know that I don't want to be with a guy, no offense to anyone (if there is any offense to take). I feel bad, for the situation with him, and a lil for myself for doing it. He's a really nice guy.....but I now know I want to be with girls.

    I guess I just wanted to write this to get my feelings out....still feeling bad.
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    Aug 10, 2011 10:49 PM GMT
    I'll never understand how people don't know....but I'm sure if you are sincere in feelng guilty about hurting someone, then I think you are going to come out of this okay.

    Good luck with the emotional females.
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    Aug 10, 2011 11:32 PM GMT
    I will be interested to see if this is how you feel in a year or so
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    Aug 11, 2011 12:16 AM GMT
    At least you tried it and found out it wasn't for you. It could've just been a strong curiosity and nothing more, you got it out of your system so to speak.
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    Aug 11, 2011 12:45 AM GMT
    to each their own. At least you tried it. You will find that females will supply you with the emotional satisifcation you crave in a relationship more than a man... so if you want that more than just sex, I say go for the females.
  • strikerfan24

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    Aug 11, 2011 12:52 AM GMT
    Yeah, i've had like 2 serious girlfriends in the past and have been hooking up with them. It's annoying....they're really emotional. but i can't change the way i feel bout it. it is what it is...

    i still love asses though lmao
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    Aug 11, 2011 1:35 AM GMT
    Life is about learning and experimentation. You are only twenty. You'll figure lots of things out as you go along.

    I had a similar experience as you describe - but in reverse. I knew I was into hot guys but wanted to sample a few of the good looking women who were in my life, and making themselves very attractive to me. After a few encounters with women, I found myself longing for a hot, athletic, muscled guy in my arms. I'm glad I tried out for the other team though - - it served to strengthen my resolve for men.