Aug 29, 2011 2:19 PM GMT
Has anyone ever felt that being somewhat homosexual and the life and the friends that you have now won't mix at all? I mean when I decide to leave the closet this fall, I know it's going to turn my whole world upside down, but I'm mainly stressing since I don't know if it's going to effect my professional life as well. I awoke this morning with the worst thoughts on my mind, so bad it made me not go to the morning workout session with my platoon. Also, I'm wondering if going to my first gay bar had anything to do with these feelings. Sorry if I'm rambling on about nothing, just sitting here on my iPhone with a million negative thoughts running through my mind..