MikemikeMike saidyou said EVERY job, school, country you lived in?? I meant specifics like details of what went wrong and why!! What where u actually deciding and what actually went wrong.
For example if you said my parents said to go to school for medicine and I went for finance but wasn't good with numbers as I thought- those are what I am talking about. Or do u not really want advice??
O no, I didnt mean I made bad decisions that were beyond my capabilities.. im pretty good at evaluating capabilities......... I went to school and did fine and past.. I took jobs and I was often offered contracts most of the time...
The teachers/managers had fights, and fell out, and the schools/places closed down or were suspended in their activities..
AND/OR.. the company/school managers turned out to be corrupt and sent ppl into bankruptcy and/or did other illegal things or simply underpaid to a level that was just unacceptable
AND FINALLY.. the countries I was in always seemed to wind up spiralling downwards just as I took a position there... not fun!
THIS is what I mean.. I wind up in a crisis situation that seems to leave my work fruitless.... or otherwise useless... :/
So I think I should start doing the opposite of what I would decide otherwise.. perhaps this way i will stop taking the roads that lead nowhere lol