I owe an apology.

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    Sep 26, 2011 1:06 AM GMT
    I want to apologize to anyone here whom I have offended so greatly as to become the one person on this website that is seemingly disliked more than anybody else on the site.

    I read the thread regarding my disappearance a few days ago, and I have taken everyone's comments into consideration.
    I would like to start fresh, from a blank slate. I hope that many of you can find it in yourself to forgive me.

    This doesn't mean that I'm going to be all sunshine and rainbows, and it certainly doesn't mean I am going to like anybody more than I previously did, but I won't be embodying this again either:
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    The stress of real life combined with my innate flair for making people dislike me sparked a snowball effect that caused me to gradually become a horrible bitch far beyond the sassy mean girl that I once was. I know that I have nobody to blame but myself, but at the same time I have been dealing with depression and anxiety my entire life, I have a twitch in my neck that tweaks out and causes physical pain when I'm stressed, and my blood pressure is about 150/105.
    I am now taking my courses online from home to allow me to avoid the intolerable amount of stress I faced living on campus, I am seeing my family doctor about my blood pressure, and I am looking into mental health services in Toronto.


    Thank you for your time and consideration, and hopefully your forgiveness.

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    Sep 26, 2011 1:08 AM GMT
    I wish you luck on your endeavor.. and if your mental health needs attention by all means make that a priority! Your apology is accepted but you never offended me. this is the internet.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:10 AM GMT
    That was a wonderful post. I'm sure there are some on here ready to accept your offer of starting fresh. I hope everything goes well in managing your well-being.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:10 AM GMT
    TropicalMark saidI wish you luck on your endeavor.. and if your mental health needs attention by all means make that a priority! Your apology is accepted but you never offended me. this is the internet.
    thankyou and praise jesus amen
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:23 AM GMT

    creature said, "That was a wonderful post. I'm sure there are some on here ready to accept your offer of starting fresh. I hope everything goes well in managing your well-being."


    Ditto!

    Absolutely Anduru; we're glad you're back.

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    Sep 26, 2011 1:27 AM GMT
    AMoonHawk saidVacation pic from Pheonix?
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    no that's my backyard.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:29 AM GMT
    meninlove saidcreature said, "That was a wonderful post. I'm sure there are some on here ready to accept your offer of starting fresh. I hope everything goes well in managing your well-being."

    Ditto!
    Absolutely Anduru; we're glad you're back.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:29 AM GMT
    Anduru said
    AMoonHawk saidVacation pic from Pheonix?
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    no that's my backyard.



    It looks like some of your guests confused the barbeque with the swimming pool. icon_eek.gif

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    Sep 26, 2011 1:32 AM GMT
    meninlove said
    Anduru said
    AMoonHawk saidVacation pic from Pheonix?
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    no that's my backyard.
    It looks like some of your guests confused the barbeque with the swimming pool. icon_eek.gif
    There is no water in my backyard, only eternal flames of damnation.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:37 AM GMT
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    JUST KIDDING! Welcome back icon_biggrin.gif
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:40 AM GMT
    that must have been hard to read what was said, and it shows strength and integrity to make the post you made.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:41 AM GMT
    KardioKing said[Janis fisting]

    JUST KIDDING! Welcome back icon_smile.gif
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:43 AM GMT
    Upper_Cdn saidthat must have been hard to read what was said, and it shows strength and integrity to make the post you made.
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:47 AM GMT
    I don't hate you, i just like to push buttonzzzz
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:47 AM GMT
    yourname2000 saidB'UGS!

    (Big Hugs) Glad you're back! icon_biggrin.gif
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    Sep 26, 2011 1:47 AM GMT
    MrPolish saidI don't hate you, i just like to push buttonzzzz
    I said dislike and I know lol I think you're fucking hilarious.
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    Sep 26, 2011 2:03 AM GMT
    xoxo - I missed the drama anyway
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    Sep 26, 2011 2:07 AM GMT
    yay Anduru is back! For good I hope.

    I think anyone who suggests that Anduru gets the banhammer should be banned in retaliation, but thats just me.
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    Sep 26, 2011 2:07 AM GMT
    showme saidxoxo - I missed the drama anyway
    don't they all though?

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    Sep 26, 2011 2:10 AM GMT
    sooooooooo this was probably pointless
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    Chainers saidyay Anduru is back! For good I hope.

    I think anyone who suggests that Anduru gets the banhammer should be banned in retaliation, but thats just me.
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    Sep 26, 2011 2:11 AM GMT
    godandsatan saidsooooooooo this was probably pointless
    who are you even

    theres-the-door-now-get-the-%25&@%23-out
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    Chainers saidyay Anduru is back! For good I hope.

    I think anyone who suggests that Anduru gets the banhammer should be banned in retaliation, but thats just me.


    SUCK MY DICK NOW
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    Sep 26, 2011 2:15 AM GMT
    I've always liked you so it's not an issue.
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    Sep 26, 2011 2:15 AM GMT
    Anduru saidI want to apologize to anyone here whom I have offended so greatly as to become the one person on this website that is seemingly disliked more than anybody else on the site.

    I read the thread regarding my disappearance a few days ago, and I have taken everyone's comments into consideration.
    I would like to start fresh, from a blank slate. I hope that many of you can find it in yourself to forgive me.

    This doesn't mean that I'm going to be all sunshine and rainbows, and it certainly doesn't mean I am going to like anybody more than I previously did, but I won't be embodying this again either:



    The stress of real life combined with my innate flair for making people dislike me sparked a snowball effect that caused me to gradually become a horrible bitch far beyond the sassy mean girl that I once was. I know that I have nobody to blame but myself, but at the same time I have been dealing with depression and anxiety my entire life, I have a twitch in my neck that tweaks out and causes physical pain when I'm stressed, and my blood pressure is about 150/105.
    I am now taking my courses online from home to allow me to avoid the intolerable amount of stress I faced living on campus, I am seeing my family doctor about my blood pressure, and I am looking into mental health services in Toronto.


    Thank you for your time and consideration, and hopefully your forgiveness.



    I could've written this whole post verbatim and meant every word. I'm pretty much a Liz Lemon myself as well.