Oct 11, 2011 7:00 AM GMT
So I find myself in a trying situation. I am interested in guys but due to the fear of rejection from a very anti-gay family and being looked down at I have to keep it a secret. I have some friends who know but thats it. I broke up with my girlfriend awhile back so I could figure myself out but realize its kinda hard when people think you're straight. When I go out I have trouble meeting anyone since I'm shy, lack self confidence, and are socially awkward. I'm really at a lost for what to do and how to think. In my mind I keep telling myself that its wrong and I often find myself asking God why I have these feelings that don't go away.