sonnet129 saidOkay, now this is back on track.
I guess I'm distracting myself. I have a lot I need to attend to and get done and this is a big distraction I'm making for my self. I have a great talent for self-sabotage.
BTW, this post is not about labelling this guy's sexuality. He's fucked me and he's not doing much to discourage me. I'm probably masturbating his ego as much as anything else.
As long as you are both single it really doesn't matter.
It is highly doubtful that he is going to dedicate himself to you in any way. Nor should he. At this point it is just some drunken fun anyway. Until he throws his arm around you for no particular reason, just because he felt like it, WHILE SOBER - it's nothing more than a drinking game and "your little secret."
If you want the real thing, go for an available gay dude. And yeah yeah yeah I know they are so very "impossible" to find blah blah blah...but if you can find "straight" guys who wanna stroke yer dick CERTAINLY you can find a few eligible gay boys.