I am a country boy. In a way sort of a redneck. I know I was born this way but have hidden it all along. My earliest sexual memories were of the boy next door. We were 7 or 8 at the time but used to show each other our cocks, then touch each other. at one point we put our lips on each other. I loved it. Then it stopped suddenly and he didnt really want to hang out anymore. As I grew up, I found girls cute and whatnot. I fucked a lot of girls because it was fun, but in the school locker room after gym, sneaking glanced at the other guys was always more exciting than anything. I had 2 gay friends in our town but kind of didnt want to hang out with them too much because they were so effeminate and I didnt want to be associated with that. Being labeled a fag was just a licence to get your ass beat daily by everyone. I had a few experiences with my 2 gay friends but what had been taught to me and drilled into my head was that what I was doing was incredibly wrong. I have been married twice and loved both of them, but it couldnt work out because I knew who I was and what I was about the whole time. I have a few close friends who know, but all of my redneck friends have no clue. My town has change since then, but not many are open about it. There are a lot of "Room mates" in town now. I know now that any relationship with a female is doomed for failure. I have found in the past couple of years that I wouldnt want a relationship with a woman, I am only attracted to men now and looking for a "room mate"
Yes I was born yo it but tried to suppress it.