Nov 07, 2011 4:34 AM GMT
I am starting to realize just how shitty my life has been for a number of years because of how little confidence I've had. I'm tired of living a sheltered life over dumb little things that lower my self esteem to absoulutley nothing. I constantly think I'm not good enough or that I will never become anything important and it's a very depressing way to live. I've avoided socialization and just look back on all the opportunities I've missed. I'm learning not to settle and trying to stop convincing myself I'm not worth it. I really need to relax and start to enjoy life instead of hiding, even though I am out of the closet.